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Nicole Zefanya

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Nicole Chng

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Martyn Holden

Collen MC

Ahmad Indi

Michael Bollbach

Mandy Liu

Loser
Ah, ah

You left without saying goodbye (fuck, fuck, fuck)
Don′t cry, don't cry, don′t cry, don't cry
I ball a fist and die inside
I wish I didn't, but regrettably, I entirely understand why you did it

Take one step forward and two jumps back
One hand on the gate of this cul-de-sac
Some cursed part of me wants to be cornered
Right into it even if we crack
You left early and you arrived too late
Just right in time to be a huge mistake
So I wish you well, and I wish you far away
This was never real, I′ll say it ′til I believe it

I wish I never met you
You are the worst thing that I'm still
Keeping tabs on for some stupid reason
You were just being nice
Now I fully believe you′re out there somewhere also
Keeping tabs on how I might be feeling

For some stupid reason
I keep on believing
You care and you're reeling too
I don′t even know you

Drowning in my own
Sad, imagined fantasy of who you could be
The reality is you
Unironically love personality tests
All of the data's weak, half-amusing at best
But it could never work ′cause I'm an Enneatype 4 Aquarius

You say the wrong thing every time you talk
The red flags wave, the alarms sound off
I'm so glad our paths didn′t cross
I′m so glad, I'll say it ′til I believe it

I wish I never met you
You are the worst thing that I'm still
Keeping tabs on for some stupid reason
You′re the same with everyone
I'm not special, no, you′re not out there just
Keeping tabs on how I might be feeling

That's all just imagined
I keep on believing
You care and you miss me too
I need to get over you

Oh, oh
I need to get over you

intro

You left without saying goodbye (fuck, fuck, fuck)

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

I wish I didn't, but regrettably, I entirely understand why you did it

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Some cursed part of me wants to be cornered

So I wish you well, and I wish you far away

This was never real, I'll say it 'til I believe it

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Now I fully believe you're out there somewhere also

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Sad, imagined fantasy of who you could be

All of the data's weak, half-amusing at best

But it could never work 'cause I'm an Enneatype 4 Aquarius

You say the wrong thing every time you talk

I'm so glad, I'll say it 'til I believe it

I'm not special, no, you're not out there just

Nicole • 2022

Keeping Tabs

NIKI

Lyrics of Keeping Tabs by NIKI

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