pre-chorus
I wanted to dress a blade up in red with both of our necks
But I wasn't able, and I wasn't stable, I guess
But nevertheless, I'm fucking depressed, I hide it with sex
And drink till it's fatal, it's so fucking painful, it's a mess
verse
Who's left when we're all for the taking?
No live's left to bet on obeying
What are we calling it? And what does it cost?
What are we calling it? And what does it cost?
In over my head when you found me
I love you to death, but I'm drowning
What are we calling it? And what does it cost?
What are we calling it? And what does it cost?
bridge
You're just the company you keep
And trouble tends to follow me
I didn't care, now I'm fucking scared
And if you're not, you're gonna be
verse
I wanted to dress a blade up in red with both of our necks
But I wasn't able, and I wasn't stable, I guess
But nevertheless, I'm fucking depressed, I hide it with sex
And drink till it's fatal, it's so fucking painful, it's a mess