verse
'Til you showed me what it was
But I swear that I showed it
It's a blessing and a curse
For the better, it's only worse
Wouldn't wish it on no one
It's one hell of a low one
pre-chorus
We're going up, we going down
We can run it back, we could work it out
Late at night, going out my mind
Praying that the sun don't rise, like
chorus
Waking up, but wishing that you don't
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Is something that I pray you'll never know
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
verse
Up at night, drinking liquor like it's water
Waking up, knowing I'm somebody's daughter, but
I don't know a lot about my father
Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no
I need some medicine, this shit that my head is in
Got me thinking questioning, lying in this bed I'm in
Up at night, drinking liquor like it's water
Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no
chorus
Waking up, but wishing that you don't
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Is something that I pray you'll never know
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Writer(s): Jenna Lauren A. E. Andrews, Gabe Simon, Felicia Ferraro, Stephen Kirk, Jessie Murph