pre-chorus
Seen every therapist, but I'm a cynical
Don't like to talk about my feelings
I take another hit, I find another fake fix
'Cause it's easier than healing
chorus
I don't wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
pre-chorus
Seen every therapist, but I'm a cynical
Don't like to talk about my feelings
I take another sip, I swear it's my last fix
'Cause it's easier than healing
chorus
I don't wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
I don't wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
chorus
But I don't wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
Writer(s): Teddy Geiger, Alecia B. Moore, Stephanie Jones, Sasha Sloan