verse
I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off, like
Jumping in front of a bus, like, how do I make this stop, when it
Feels like my therapist hates me? (Are you ready to me see me now?)
Please don't let me go crazy (yeah)
Put me in a field with daisies, might not work, but I'll take a "Maybe"
pre-chorus
Oh, been breaking daily, but only me can save me
So I'm capitulating, crying like a silly baby
I don't wanna miss it, ba-da, I don't wanna be sick, ah-da
I don't, la-ba-deh-deh-ba-deh, da-da-da, brah-da-da-da
verse
I get intrusive thoughts like burning my hair off, like
Hurting somebody I love, like, does it ever really stop?
When there's control, I lose it (are you ready to see me now?)
Incredibly impulsive (yeah)
So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid
pre-chorus
But I try to contain it, ah, it gets so drainin'
It's like my heart is failing, every night, I'm contemplatin'
My inner voice is saying, "Tough," so I try to brush it off
Yeah, I try to brush it off
outro
Kan man ikke, kan man kjenne i hjertet at, hvis man får blodpropp?
Jeg følte liksom flere ganger at hjertet mitt slutta å slå at, og sånn at
Eller, som jeg fortalte, at jeg ble helt sånn tung og rar i kroppen