this is what being cheated on feels like

I'm fallin' on the sheets in the morning Wondering where she's been all evening When she told me that she'd leave me for Ethan In my mind I had the guts to believe that Everything would be alright as you said I had no reason to pick up on all the loose ends Always thought the best of you, believin' But now this little boy woke up to false beliefs and It's been two hours From the time we set our clocks to meet up If you had only gave me time, I swear I coulda told ya And now I'm sittin' in between my mates, we're feelin' older They told me, "Ethan wouldn't do a thing", so I keep my head up But now it's been two long almost twice the time, well I've had enough Of being strung and weak at the same time, oh we're sitting ducks Waiting for the confidence I had knew to bite me in the bum They told me, "Ethan wouldn't do a thing", so I keep my head up Then I saw you in the car Looked over there in the harbourside I couldn't see but I recognised I shoulda known you were a house of lies The weight is pulled off of your seat And at the end it just adds up to his Two shades high off a gate wager You and Ethan did a thing though I still keep my head up Ooh Ooh The worst part of it all is that you weren't Intoxicated, no excuses you could pull in To save yourself and now you come back to me crawling I don't know how you think that I could ever forgive Someone who won't admit when she's falling Why don't you just run back to funny little Ethan Stop asking me to trust you while I'm still coughing All of the water from this pool you made me drown in It's been two hours From the time we set our clocks to meet up If you had only gave me time, I swear I coulda told ya And now I'm sittin' in between my mates, we're feelin' older They told me, "Ethan wouldn't do a thing", so I keep my head up But now it's been two long almost twice the time, well I've had enough Of being strung and weak at the same time, oh we're sitting ducks Waiting for the confidence I had knew to bite me in the bum They told me, "Ethan wouldn't do a thing", so I keep my head up Then I saw you in the car Looked over there in the harbourside I couldn't see but I recognised I shoulda known you were a house of lies The weight is pulled off of your seat And at the end it just adds up to his Two shades high off a gate wager You and Ethan did a thing though I still keep my head up Ooh, ooh Ooh, ohh Ooh, ohh Ooh, ohh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ohh Ooh, ohh Ooh, ohh Then I saw you in the car Looked over there in the harbourside I couldn't see but I recognised I shoulda known you were a house of lies The weight is pulled off of your seat And at the end it just adds up to his Two shades high off a gate wager You and Ethan did a thing, was I just not enough?