Lessons

I knew a woman more wonderful than a Disney one I lost my heart, I just wondered if you could give me one? I hit you back, you know lately I've had some busy ones I been getting this money just on my Lizzy ones And now we're acting like children, it's so pathetic I was trying to reach out for ages, I need my credit There's a couple lines in our script I think we should edit Why you gotta bitch all the time? Just read my message Shit, fucking hell, I'm such a handful On one hand I'm pissed, but on the other hand I'm thankful Times when it was bliss and there were times it was a shambles Times when it was lit and other times we lit the candles I'm probably reminiscing when you could be hella dissing Never been the type to be so reckless with decisions Swear you tried to tell me but it's like I never listened And I was meant to share your vision I was meant to be your rider, put a bit of Henny on my rider You can stay at home, I'll send a driver I'll be your provider, know I'm not around but it's a minor Cah I don't like the spotlight and you don't like it neither But that was then and this is now I was pacing 'round my kitchen like this shit is foul I done the dirt and then I figured that you'll dig it out But that's a coward move, I guess you got me figured out I know you'll never listen now You taught me love, oh, what a gift I know that it's hard, too hard to forgive And to be honest if I were you I'd be the same way To be honest if I were you Then I'd be unforgiving too Fast foward now My nephew's still asking for his Aunty Maya Guess this is the karma for what I done to Maya I just stood and let it burn, I couldn't down the fire Lord, I pray you make it easy, that's my one desire God loves a trier I can't even fathom what I probably had you going through You cannot imagine how I'm sorry, man, I'm showing you Now I haven't even got the luxury of knowing you We was even meant to share a seed and let it grow in you I can't even look you in the eye, that's 'cause of shame Now you're tryna block me out your mind, that's 'cause of pain Greatest love I ever knew, I poured it down the drain Maybe it's the only way we both call it a day You gave me the world and then I gave you disrespect Hand on my heart, this is my biggest of regrets Thought I'd say it here then rather fling it in a text Until you're ready to forgive I'm always wishing you the best but You taught me love, oh, what a gift I know that it's hard, too hard to forgive And to be honest if I were you I'd be the same way To be honest if I were you Then I'd be unforgiving too You taught me love, oh, what a gift I know that it's hard, too hard to forgive And to be honest if I were you I'd be the same way To be honest if I were you Then I'd be unforgiving too