I Can't Sleep

I been running outta different ways to pass time The devil's work is done by idle hands, and I've been bored since last night Jump into the whip and start to drive like it's my last ride Looking for a bridge where I can crash, see if I can fly, uh Hit my head against the wall till I got black eyes Sitting on the sofa, drinking soda, watching plants die It's stupid, but I'm scared that I might lose it, and I can't cry The devil smells the tears, and he been chilling here, don't ask why The garbage can be full and hella pizza boxes stacked high Hit the Ativan and now I'm anxious out my damn mind Got 80 grand in clothing and a couple chains and a rad life But all I'm really after is happiness money can't buy I'm stressing every second to drop a record my fans like Puking from the pressure, I'm throwing up like some gang signs And standind on the mountain that an average man can't climb Waiting for an avalanche to landslide I can't sleep, I'm outta my head I'm losing my mind and no one understands, whoa And I can't breathe, I'm over the edge I'm dying inside, I'm afraid how this might end, whoa And I'm running outta ways to fight the bad thoughts, I can't stop Cigarettes are filling up the empty cans and plant pots I try to keep my demons locked away with chains and padlocks They found a way to break out of the cage, and they won't back off Every day I call my parents, me, my mom and dad talk I tell 'em that I'm fine, but it all changes when I hang up There's whiskey in the cupboard I've been tryna keep my hands off It's calling to me every day like, "Come on, Tom, let's have shots" Mansion's in my head, I hop the fence into the backyard Looking through the windows at all the rooms that my past haunts I'm filling up my laptop with last words and chat logs There's ashes on my mattress 'cause I smoke until I crash hard Think I lost my mind, I'm tryna find it in these sad songs Following my footprints, but the tracks stopped Fighting with the devil, but he didn't think I'd last long But I ain't backing down, I'mma stand strong I can't sleep, I'm outta my head I'm losing my mind and no one understands, whoa And I can't breathe, I'm over the edge I'm dying inside, I'm afraid how this might end, whoa My mind is racing, I'm going crazy I wanna hide in my bed I think that maybe something can save me But I don't know what that thing is I can't sleep, I'm outta my head I'm losing my mind and no one understands, whoa And I can't breathe, I'm over the edge I'm dying inside, I'm afraid how this might end, whoa