California

California summers while I'm young Is all I want I spent hours in my mind, not trying to waste the time I'm tryna do this right You hypnotized me with one smile And what I'd give for one last glance We ain't talked at all for a while But if we did, we'd fall in love again I'm a lost soul A walking heartbreak I can make you move I can make the ground shake Like an earthquake Make the earth quake when I walk through When I first saw you I swear I fell in love This is not a cry for help This is just a testament This is all my passion in my life At least what's left of it I count all my blessings What's a blessing when you're cursed? None of y'all have met me Just know I've been through the worst California summers while I'm young Is all I want I spent hours in my mind, not trying to waste the time I'm tryna do this right You hypnotized me with one smile And what I'd give for one last glance We ain't talked at all for a while But if we did we'd fall in love again I've lost my mind and I've lost hope I've lost friends, that hurts the most I found pain, I found addictions I don't know where else to go