BETTER

I haven't washed my hair in two weeks Been getting mental health texts from my friends to check if I'm alright They never show this shit in movies So I say, "Yes" but it's a lie, I'm not alright I'm not alright, I'm feeling Low, low, low Low, low, low Low, low, low I know, know, know I don't belong here I'm having a hard time Stuck on the bathroom floor And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying I can do better I can be better than this I can do better I can be better than this M-m-my bed's a dirty pile of clothes That's just been stackin' up for months I have to force myself to eat and sleep and brush my teeth because If I don't then I won't ever remember how to be A human, I'm useless I can't feel anything I'm low, low, low I know, know, know I don't belong here I'm having a hard time Stuck on the bathroom floor And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying I can do better I can be better than this I can do better I can be better than this I can be better than this I can do better (I can do better) I can be better than this (feel better) I can do better (I can do better) I can be better than this I don't belong here I'm having a hard time Stuck on the bathroom floor And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying It's all a nightmare I'm losing it big time Been on this hamster wheel for the last four years And I'm fucking tired I can do better I can be better than this I can do better I can be better than this