Still Love You

I'm seeing her texts Hearing her voice Never knew that the truth was destructive but that was your choice Asked you again You claim you're just friends But after a bit all the white in your lies start to blend I wish I could say I hated you But we all know damn well that isn't true I look for reasons to hate you but I always fall through Cause I could never admit to the fact that I still love you Boy you're driving me crazy Arguments on the daily My therapist thinks I'm crazy Smoking shit on the daily I used to hold you close when I was under too much pressure Now I'm cold in the dark late at night while I'm wearing your sweater I wish I could say I hated you But we all know damn well that isn't true And we both know this shit was overdue But sometimes I wish we could see it through I look for reasons to hate you but I always fall through Why do I make up excuses for the ways I want you? It hurts to see you match your lips with someone I once knew Cause I could never admit to the fact that I still love you