Just Me

It's just me Who'd jump at any chance to try It's just me Replaying memories in my mind It's just me Who doesn't wanna let it go It's just me Who hates the thought of you with her I'm the only one who ever thinks about it I'd pick something over nothing Every. Damn. Time. But it's just me with my feelings all alone It's just me Know that I should quit you You put me out like a cigarette Always leave me dragging I'm curled up in the front seat of my car Text typed out not sure if I should send it Cuz time goes past I'm moving on Starting to forget Then you pop right up out the blue Like my post The fuck you do that? Cuz a woman unsure of her place Is a woman who's gonna be a problem And it feels so right when we're together I forget every time that you've left me at the bottom My delusions Got me clueless Hearing what you say Ignoring what you do My god never looked so stupid Gotta get you out my veins Don't know why I've been saving space I don't give up on people I love, no But you aint ever gonna change It's just me Who'd jump at any chance to try It's just me Replaying memories in my mind It's just me Who doesn't wanna let it go It's just me Who hates the thought of you with her I'm the only one who ever thinks about it I'd pick something over nothing Every damn time But it's just me with my feelings all alone It's just me So I'm sorry that I hit you up That I got too drunk That I got so messy Embarrassed, spilling my feelings all over you That ain't what you were expecting And it's all my fault I played the 'cool girl' for so long Think that I fooled myself I did that to myself Now you don't wanna touch me You look fucking scared of me And I haven't even raised my voice But I feel like a monster You say "please enough, this is too much" Pushed you away with my honesty You ask "what the fuck do you want from me?" You're so guarded It could be mistaken for heartless Isn't it obvious? I want you to want me But you don't And it doesn't matter what I say Because I always end up saying it wrong Gotta get you out my veins What a waste of space Mmmm Gotta get you out my veins What a waste