Silicone Kingdom

Here's mom and dad yelling Mom always want a divorce Dad calling mama a whore Drunk, been drinking all weekend A couple of coors A couple of doors are broken Covered the floor, damn So he's told never to tell If anybody finds out He'll be put in a cell Hit with a belt There will be nobody to help And so he prays every day While he's stuck in this hell All to himself He holds every ounce of it in All the kids who have things Always laughing at him All the teacher sees is pain But he's playing pretend Playing with friends is something He wishes he can But, nobody wants to give him a chance Nobody wants to be with a man Been looking in the future But the future is so far in advance Looking at the alcohol in his hand Like damn, like why Why god Why do I do this again And, why am I getting so drunk See my dad was a drunk I don't wanna be him I, I know im searching for feelings I thought I could find them in bottles of gin I'm tired of losing my faith And then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within I I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I don't wanna lose myself Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I don't wanna lose myself Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you She goes to read another message Hoe, slut, stupid, and fake She doesnt know how much she can take She lookin at her body Its her body that's she plans to replace Fake, everything all over her face It's fake, smile, leads up to her lashes Never been askes about passion Only been asked about passin the blunt to the left Or a pick of a chest called him bitch and a mess She's a wreck Waitin for a text from a guy He'd tell her that he love her but he wanna see her cry He'd tell her that he love her but he beat her every night, with a pipe That despite she might leave him for a guy with a tie and a job A mike or a rob She tired and sobs on the knob of a door Yelling out "Please I can't take no more" And he's yelling out "Fuck you, you cunt you whore" Damn, she doesnt wanna be on the news Only twenty two looking down the barrel of a 22 Looking for a move she can make Looking at the bruise on her face Never felt safe Never felt late 'till the end of the month Looking down at her stomach Like what have we done I was looking for love And you were looking for fun And now a life is in my body cause you wanted to cum Like why, why god Why do I do this again And, why am I thinking that we can can find love inside lust And we love to pretend I, I know I'm searching for feelings I thought I could find them by fucking with him I'm tired of losing my faith And then looking to fake to replace all my feelings within I I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I don't wanna lose myself Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I don't wanna lose myself Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you He's addicted to the worlds most dangerous drug Don't wanna make you lose everything that you love And we don't understand Money doesn't buy love So we pile up all our money just to buy Some new cars, some new rims, a new binz He doesn't have friends no more An Ipod, an Ipad, an Imac So rich that he's feeling poor If he had one chance to go back Wishes that he never bagged a whore A couple more coors and a broken door Shatter the coor all over the floor Coming home at a quarter to four Coming home is a bore Looking at a gin bottle Got a quarter to pour At a local titty bar I got a better a pour No cover ones cover the floor Really looking for more And more money makes more problems He don't understand how to solve them Doesn't understand his son and his wife or his life Every night when they fight Now he's looking at 'em as a problem That's a problem Now he doesn't know what to do Out of touch leaving ten every weekend or two Thinking money maybe buys all the happiness too 'Till hes sitting in a room staring back at a 22 Like, what happened to life It was so many years and I thought I was right It was so many years never living my life And im scared that my son turnes just like, me Why me, my god Everything I see really is a facáde Fake love, fake hair, fake bills, fake, bi We replace as a race and we try to play god Like why, why god Why do I do this again And why am I getting so drunk See my dad was a drunk I don't wanna be him I, I know I'm searching for feelings I thought I could find them in bottles of gin I, I know we're thinkin' that we can find love inside lust and we love to pretend I, I know I'm part of the problem a silicone kingdom we're living within I'm tired of losing my faith And then looking in fake to raplace all my feelings within I I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I don't wanna lose myself Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself I don't wanna lose myself Just to ruin, a silicone kingdom with you, with you