I'm Sorry

All my life I broke everything I touch Like my damn phone screen So I don't hear it when it ring I wouldn't answer anyway I'm afraid of conversations They only lead to temptation So I always spend the night And I'm gone in the morning And then those tears in your eyes Turn to voicemail recordings And I don't ever play them back I just act like I ain't get it And I act like nothin' happen And then I text some other bitches I know I'm not supposed to say that You know my momma taught be better I wish I had it all together But I'm tearin' at the seams I'm cold in west coast weather You say I never make sense But my dollar signs comin' And you're still down for the ride Even if I make nothin' Well, ain't that some' Ain't you sweet as honey bees I just wish I wasn't broken And all those miles on your car I wish that I could give them back I wish you never picked me up I wish I never smiled back And I wish I said nothing When you told me that you loved me And all those fuckin' love songs I wish I never wrote 'em But really most of all I wish I wasn't lyin' And I wish I had the time To tell you what I mean I'm always showing up late Like our very first date I ran away to Hollywood And said I see you some day