The Grey

Wait For a signal Losing faith Stuck in the middle And I'm searching for a way out (Oooh) But six feet deep I've dug my grave now (Oooh) There's no way out I feel the salt beneath my skin And it's boiling up again I can't let go and I'm wearing thin These knots in my throat coil and constrict And it's the shortening of the days The dark that seems to grip All the ice that fills my veins And this guilt that always trips I've felt so grey and out of place Bent out of shape, but stuck in my ways And I've been searching for the answers Will I always be this way? And when I call out will you answer? 'Cause I've been screaming but nothing's changed Nothing's changed I feel the cold against my face And it's enough to keep me sick So I'm left with this bitter taste A spoonful of sugar could never fix And it's the shortening of the days And the dark that seems to grip I try to go and it pulls me in I'm sick of swallowing medicine to feel something I've felt so grey and out of place Bent out of shape, but stuck in my ways And I've been searching for the answers Will I always be this way? And when I call out will you answer? 'Cause I've been screaming but nothing's changed And it's getting harder to pretend like I'm okay When there's this constant reminder being drilled into my brain I still believe in happiness and I want to find a way But lately my whole world is being swallowed by the grey For now there's comfort in the quiet, solitude, and rainy days I've got my sadness to a science, all I can do is hope for change There's comfort in the quiet, solitude, and rainy days I've got my sadness to a science, all I can do is hope for change