Noob

The days have been so hard for me Raindrops been falling on my face Raindrops been falling on my face Sometimes I feel like I'm in need of you The nights have been so dark for me Raindrops been falling on my face Raindrops been falling on my face Sometimes I feel like we have something true It's that stupid boy you love and hate Always had our issues but then after we would fornicate But then you'd cry cause I had to go and leave again Always buzzing cause you never wanna lose a friend I know how much harder this thing was for you Anger frustration from you, wanting to go back To the place where all the dreams would come true And you never cared for money or the fame And I did everything for you, you were my portrait on frame But now it's all changed, all changed Now we're on our separate lanes Getting so emotional, when I start to think about it I don't wanna think about it cause I wanna be the tough guy That don't care about that stuff, but I can't Tell you that I really loved you but I can't, no I can't No I can't, say that stuff about you man this is so hard But you know I gotta focus on the things I gotta do The days have been so hard for me Raindrops been falling on my face Raindrops been falling on my face Sometimes I feel like I'm in need of you The nights have been so dark for me Raindrops been falling on my face Raindrops been falling on my face Sometimes I feel like we have something true Well I hope you know I'm sorry, sorry for the stress Sorry for the pain, sorry for all of the lies I slowly turned you insane, no more hiding No more characters, telling you exactly how I feel No more barriers, you broke down my barriers I broke down while writing this Ain't it funny how it came to be like this Guess I was a noob, cause I wasn't ready You were just too perfect and it really scared me Scared of that commitment Back when all your friends would hate me But I didn't care, no one understands I was always there, but you was, but you was Yeah I was, now I'm [?] How far we could've gone, now we'll never know And I know I could just say lets try again Start over, start again, go back to being friends Build up that love again, but we know that never works We tried it never worked, we're just so different now It's all so different now The days have been so hard for me Raindrops been falling on my face Raindrops been falling on my face Sometimes I feel like I'm in need of you The nights have been so dark for me Raindrops been falling on my face Raindrops been falling on my face Sometimes I feel like we have something true