[Verse I: NATIVEBOYKTA]
In the midst of the chaos
In the fist of destruction
This the fiscal in the budget
Im at the brink the eruption

What im missing in the current
Flow of emotion
The commotion were in motion
I parted the sea with devotion

But still I can see i won't get far
Without you my purpose won't go long
And i prolonged
I was so wrong
Been livin in hatred for so long
Been waitin been prayin to allah
For the nexus of a dream
It ain't ever been none that it seems
When im vexxin
Where i scream
I confess it

And lately
I been wonderin what did it make me
Got black on my body like satan
And she really wanted to save me now she hate me
All the patience all the waitin turn into slavin
Into labor into baby
Indenture her soul on the paper
Just a nigga
I deal
I wonder if she know how i feel
I wonder if you know i would kill
To protect you to caress you
Still i upset you
The reckoning
In the ring we could wrestle

[Chorus: Billie Eillish]
I don't wanna talk right now
I just wanna watch TV
I'll stay in the pool and drown
So I don't have to watch you leave

[Verse II: NATIVEBOYKTA]
And what if im the one for her
This curse is thicker than blood
It hurts I pick till its numb
Pain quicker than love
That bitch'd rain on you
Paint a picture engrave these words
Braid in her

And when you come thorugh ill be gone
Tomorrow ill be on depression
Ill be under pressure
I be on the money when im honest
These days i dont want you
These days im alone
So please stay when im gone


[Chorus II: NATIVEBOYKTA]
If I was youu i would move on
She my baby if she knewwww
Where im standing dont shoot
If it was truee love... x2

If it was trueee