[Verse 1]
Spent too much time keeping all this shit up in my head
Got too much and now it’s starting to build up and spread
Thought I kept my feelings locked up but they went and fled
I know one day we gon end up dead it’s the end of the thread
This shit is sentimental
Pouring emotions out on instrumentals
Im in my element too
I need to stay in my zen too
But I’m here thinking too much
And drinking too much
I’m sinking in dust
I blink for second and losing too much
I need me a reason to hold it’s a must

[Interlude]
But I am so lost
And I can’t find my way back
My path criss crossed
But ima get there

[Verse 2]
I just need someone to hold and
Be there with me when it start to get cold
I’m freezing in snow and I don’t even know how I got here but I know the story unfolds
Im thinking I need to be drippin in gold
But i know ima regret this when I’m old
I’m thinking tough and I’m thinking I’m bold but I never really listen what I am told

[Bridge]
No i think I’m on a roll tho
So it’s time for me to go ghost
And put things in slow motion
Yeah slow motion
I think I’m on a roll tho
So it’s time for me to go ghost
And put things in slow motion
Yeah slow motion

[Verse 3]
I don’t need therapy
I just need someone to be there and care for me carefully making me happy and laughing hysterically cause life be too much and this shit scaring me
Cause I don’t know what’s gonna happen next
I don’t know next one that I’ll be collabin wit
I just need peace love and good happiness
I just need zs don’t get nough napping in
I know that I said I’m doing okay
I cannot lie it’s too much on my plate
Holding it in I don’t let out my pain
Now this shit over flowing on my brain
I gotta let it out find me a way
So I just let it flow out on the page
Tryna act like things ain’t really that changed
Too much on my head has finally escaped

[Interlude]
But I am so lost
And I can’t find my way back
My path criss crossed
But ima get there