[Hook]

I'm just trying to be better, gotta get my life together

I'm just trying to be better, gotta act a whole lot clever

I'm just running this track pretty much blind ignoring the road signs. I know it's time to kill this up and coming rhyme

[Verse 1]

I'm sorry father for all the shit I've done
I don't really feel like a truly worth son

Everyday I'm trying to be better but
I'm crying cause I know I'm not clever

I feel like a million broken pieces
And I used to be one

Everything I own and love is thanks to you
I owe you a ton

But what's a matter with my life?
It's full of strife? Yes

But I am just trying to be the best

I feel this hurting pain inside my chest
And every question for you
I know deep down is a test

Now I'm sorry for jabbing a hole into your heart
I'm just scared cause I know I'm falling apart

[Hook]

I'm just trying to be better, gotta get my life together

I'm just trying to be better, gotta act a whole lot clever

I'm just running this track pretty much blind ignoring the road signs. I know it's time to kill this up and coming rhyme

[Verse 2]

I feel like a mother fucking fool because
I'm used by most of my friends like a mother fucking tool

All my life I ignored school and was so caught up in the act of looking cool, when
In reality, I'm such a fucking fool

I feel lost like an alien in a game on twitch
I'm so alone like those kids Lelo and Stitch

I stopped answering my phone, I'm depressed
All these idiot kids using words like finessed

[Verse 3]

I'm sorry father for all the shit I've done
I don't really feel like a truly worthy son

Everyday I'm trying to be better but
I'm crying cause I know I'm not clever

I feel like I'm a million broken pieces
And used to be one

Everything I own and love is thanks to you
I owe you a ton

But what's a matter with my life?
It's full of strife? Yes

But I'm feeling blessed and
You're the best

I feel this hurting pain inside my chest and
Every question from you
I know deep down is a test

[Hook]

I'm just trying to be better, gotta get my life together

I'm just trying to be better, gotta act a whole lot clever

I'm just running this track pretty much blind ignoring the road signs. I know it's time to kill this up and coming rhyme

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