[Verse]
Fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck it up
As I watch the wall collide with my wrist
I’m still ain’t been man enough to address
The problems I should've fixed
I may be damaged but I’m not broken
You stop trying but I ain’t frozen
Impatient but I’ve been chosen
By god to carry the burden, I won’t open
I skip my mama calls these days I can't even focus
On more than one diviual but multitask my evil habits
Can’t make out the bigger picture
Tho never needed glasses
My father lost his parents in a month
And See I still can’t even fathom
Responding to his text
I won’t have it
I’m not over my own grief
In Cali searching for peace
While niggas back home still think
A nigga is on vacation
I’m in close reach
Of a deal that can change my life
But I’m so stressed contemplating should I see a shrink
Need my residuals all percent
Brought nothing to the table Fuck a split
Niggas been invisible but they stench
Reeks of foul play that offend
I’m too original no pretend
This shit is my ritual I’m obsessed
Told me I’mma need miracles to find wins
Fuck it up, fuck it up, fuck it up