I know you so well, so well
I mean I can do anything he can
I've been pretty

Heart attacks, missing facts
Broken hearts taking lonely walks
I've been alone with no way to talk
I'm looking down on you like a piece of chalk and
I'm moving down this empty road and
I'm blood soaked from head to toe
I'm moving on, it's time to go
You gotta leave the past and it's hard, I know
Stress levels been through the roof
Mind flustered like a missing tooth
I'm losing hope, better grab the noose
Gotta tie it tight, so it don't get loose and
I'm moving on to the Afterlife
Maybe hеre I can find a knife
Then find somеone with a lonely life
Take 'em with me to the Afterlife

You left me alone, all on my own
No one to call but the demon on my phone
You left me so broken, so damn misspoken
Everything around me feels so damn open
I'm still lost, still tryna figure this out
Wondering why my mind's clouding with doubt
Lost everybody last year, they were gone in a month
All 'cause of these words that came out of my mouth
I say it all the time, that I'm ready to die
Truth is, I'm not ready I just wanna survive
Depression only kills you when you let it in
So it's time to put up a fight, I'm just making shit up
When I'm sitting in this chair and staring at the wall
Wondering when will be the next time that I fall
I sit alone thinking you don't want me at all
So that's when I give up and I let myself fall

I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb