Dead Butterflies Lyrics
I wanna bother God
I wanna feel the ground beneath my feet
But I've got a smile full of broken teeth
[Chorus]
Goodbye
All the doves have flown away
I must’ve lost myself, lost myself, lost myself
[Verse 2]
I know it's not enough
Why does defeat always taste so bittersweet?
I just wanna live and die in peace
[Pre-Chorus]
The flower that never blossoms is quickly forgotten
It must be gold if it's glistening
I must’ve lost myself, lost myself, lost myself
[Chorus]
Goodbye
All the doves have flown away
I must've lost myself, lost mysеlf, lost myself
Fly high
'Cause the ravеns are here to stay
I must've lost myself, lost myself, lost myself in a cloud of
Dead butterflies
Dead butterflies, dead butterflies, dead butter–
Dead butterflies
Dead butterflies, dead butterflies
[Instrumental Break]
[Pre-Chorus]
The flower that never blossoms is quickly forgotten
It must be gold if it's glistening
I must've lost myself, lost myself, lost myself
[Chorus]
Goodbye
All the doves have flown away
I must've lost myself, lost myself, lost myself in a cloud of
[Post-Chorus]
Dead butterflies, dead butterflies, dead butterflies, dead butterflies
[Chorus]
Fly high
'Cause the ravens are here to stay
I must’ve lost myself, lost myself, lost myself in a cloud of
About
This song was written by Dan Searle in 2018. It deals with ones struggle to find happiness and joy in our daily lives. Dan wrote:
This song is about how illogically hard it is to cultivate happiness in the modern world.
It is one of the band‘s first song that includes brass.
Q&A
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It starts just with the strings and the bass. We planned around those ideas and developed it into something that worked for the band. It sat around for ages on the shelf, and eventually we sat down with it and worked it out. I think it’s one of the best songs on the record.
Dan Searle talked about the song in the cover story of Kerrang! Magazine:
So much of the record is a caricature of my saddest and darkest moments. I always think that if you read the lyrics then you must think I’m right on the edge of not wanting to be in this world. It’s a distillation of those feelings and those moments because if I took this material and started writing about my love for my daughter, it wouldn’t work and Sam wouldn’t be the appropriate person to sing it.
The 'I just want to live and die in peace' reference from “Memento Mori”, which like so much of the record is a nudge to myself that I should have some perspective. The idea that it’s so easy to get lost in trivialities is not so much a reference to what Tom was saying, but a reference to what happened with Tom. It’s really about getting lost in feelings that sponsor your thoughts, then your thoughts run away with themselves and you lose sight of any kind of perspective. So much of the record is bleak, lyrically, yet on the face of it I live a privileged, great life – healthy, happy, with a family, a bit of money, and the only job I’d ever want.
- 1.Nihilist
- 4.Broken Cross
- 9.Gravedigger
- 10.Animals
- 11.Holy Hell
- 12.Dead Butterflies
- 16.Hereafter
- 17.Doomsday