I pour my heart out with this shit
I spilled it all out last night
Thinking bout my life
I been saving these lines
For the right time
And im falling apart
By the time is night time
By the time its night time
Ill be gone
Ill be gone
Far away

Without u here this shit feels real
Getting better everyday and im tryna make my way
Let me tell you something real
I been having thoughts stopping what makes me happy
Cuz Ive been there before
I swear i told myself ill never go back to that door
I never felt anything worse
I swear this music shit is a gift and a curse yea

I know this a shit a journey
Is it really worth it
Is it worth the hurting yea
I know this a shit a journey
Is it really worth it
Is it worth the hurting yea

Cuz i gave up so much this
Can i have both sides
I gave up so much for this
Thats how i feel inside

Thats just how i feel inside
I can never even lie
Telling you ive felt so lonely
I been tryna live my life
Was i doing it wrong
Why this taking so long
And i know that its a process
Really gotta be stressed
Really gotta lose some friends
This is my quest
At least i know one thing
Its progress..

I know this a shit a journey
Is it really worth it
Is it worth the hurting yea
I know this a shit a journey
Is it really worth it
Is it worth the hurting yea

I pour my heart out with this shit
I spilled it all out last night
Thinking bout my life
I been saving these lines
For the right time
And im falling apart
By the time is night time
By the time its night time
Ill be gone
Ill be gone
Far away