One day you'll wake up and realize you should've tried harder
Would've told you but you know I'm not a fire starter
Or a martyr, but at this point I guess it doesn't matter
We're broken either way, I'm glad I escaped before the shatter

You're the closest thing I've felt to love at first sight
It's been a while but nothing's free, that's why we spend time
And I spent so much time on you, all this time
I used to pity myself, but the fault was never minе

I'm the warmest thing you laid your eyеs on but you're so cold you're making me numb

Stuck around because isn't that what you want?
Can't lead myself thinking you're something that you're not
I thought it was the distance but without it something's still missing
(Please don't make me regret this decision)

Your words were like fists yeah similar enough
When you said you didn't love me felt like you beat me up
Maybe I can't blame you for all you've done
But you knew it from the start and you let it drag on

I'm the warmest thing you laid your eyes on but you're so cold you're making me numb

I might slip up and catch myself missing you
But I don't miss the rollercoaster of extremes you put me through
Yeah you don't want to know the thoughts I have about you
I used to hold you up so high but now I'd have to dig to get to you

And I don't mind that it's over cause I made it out alive
Used to be so cold but now I'm feeling just right
My mind's at ease now that you're out of my life
Thank god when you left, you didn't take away my light

I'm the warmest thing you laid your eyes on but you're so cold you're making me numb