all my daughters (demo) Lyrics
Someone hold me down before I book a flight to your front door
No one else will bring relief, and I don't want to grieve
Heaving life into the dead
The book is closed, the words were said
Everyone but me just knows
How to let go
Mmm
Mmm-mmm-mmm
[Verse 2]
I felt it all go slack
Oh my god, I need it back
I'll grow the bones myself then
On my own again
I'm twenty five, I'm twenty five
And all this shit proves I'm alive
But I spend the day just spending days
Take it away
[Chorus]
(Mmm-mmm)
I'm not who they think I am!
(Mmm-mmm)
I try too hard not to give a damn
But I feel it
How they love me
All my daughters
But I'm screaming underwater
I will hurt you
Almost definitely
Ask the people
Who have left me
Mmm-mmm-mmm
Was there any other way?
Different path, a different day
Every lover walking free
Now rid of me
I'm on a train, I'm in a car
Washing my hair, I'm in the dark
I hate the world, and it doesn't care
We just sit there
[Chorus]
(Mmm-mmm)
I'm not who they think I am!
Mmm-mmm-mmm
(Mmm-mmm)
I try too hard not to give a damn
But I feel it
How they love me
All my daughters
But I'm screaming underwater
I will hurt you
Almost definitely
Ask the people
Who have left me
How they love me
All my daughters
But I'm screaming underwater
I will hurt you
Almost definitely
Ask the people
Who have left me
Mmm-mmm-mmm
About
“all my daughters” was a song that dodie first shared on an Instagram live stream on March 16th, 2020. The song was only a snippet then.
dodie shared this song later on April 29, 2020 on YouTube (doddlevloggle) as a demo a part of ALOSIA. ALOSIA stands for “A Lot of Songs in April,” though in the description for this song on YouTube, dodie mentions considering changing it to meaning “A Lot of Songs In A (Few Months).”
In the Instagram live stream, dodie says:
“This song is about being a fucking headcase.
However, this seems to have changed as in the description of the YouTube video that she posted for ALOSIA, she writes:
“[T]his song is about like 3 things at once.
Q&A
Find answers to frequently asked questions about the song and explore its deeper meaning
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- 2.Hate Myself
- 4.Cool Girl
- 5.Special Girl
- 6.Rainbow
- 10.Sorry
- 11.When
- 12.Before the Line
- 13.Guiltless
- 14.Boys Like You
- 16.let go (demo)
- 19.all my daughters (demo)
- 20.anything (demo)