[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty]
I know you so well, so well
I mean, I can do anything that he can
I've been pretty—

[Verse 1: Me]
Damn, she took my heart and left me
I've been sending messages, crying in 3
That girl has sadly committed suicide
Not just that, but I hated any type of suicide
She killed herself, and ever since that day
I've been crying my eyes out in a way
I wish I had one more thing to say
A simple "Goodbye" could've been okay
It was something that was terrible
Life since then was fucking horrible
Every nearby death around me felt lamentable
Losing the loves ones, how goddamn deplorable
Goddamn, and I personally think it's my fault
Should've made her laugh, before she become adult
But then, she died at 17 and didn't become an adult
She died from a tragic suicide and not an assault

[Verse 2: XXXTENTACION's verse, but covered]
I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
Suicidal, same time I'm tame
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
Girl that you fucked with killed herself
That was this summer when nobody helped
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
But crackers been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
Fuckin' sickenin'; at the same time
Memories surface through the grapevine
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up
Been fucked up since the couple months they had a cracker locked up

[Verse 3: Me]
Goddamn, June 18 and I feel a lot of pain
It's some sadness that I've gained
When I found out that he died
Wiped out from a fucking homicide
This is something that was pretty unfair
The rap game is still not fucking fair
Fuck all these crackers, I only care about him
I'll be depressed, staying inside in the dim
Not going outside to pick up a dandelion
Just anxious, thinking about suicide and depression
My friends left me, ended up, screw up
X passed away, now he's at the top
Watching me rapping this verse for him
Hope to not be depressed forever, even for Tim
I am just a depressed boy, left alone
I love you so much, now I'm forever alone