Ocean Blue is a song about my relationship with my ex girl friend during and after we dated. We dated for two years off and on. It was extremely toxic and I often was trying to find my way out of it. I eventually did, and this is where this song comes in. She would often contact me about her new man. How good he was fucking her, how she didn’t love him like she loved me, how she didn’t trust him, and how she felt like she was trapped. I wanted her back and I promised to her that I would be better, but she never listened. I’m glad she didn’t. My feelings weren’t as genuine as I thought, although I did miss her… I knew what really was missing from my life. Nothing about that relationship was healthy but I was still complacent and wanted her back for comfort. Ocean Blue speaks on my last relationship for my point of view of missing her and wanting her back.