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HURT MYSELF

Ionika
Track 9 on MONSTER 

Producer

Mar. 22, 20191 viewer

HURT MYSELF Lyrics

[Intro]
Burn myself, I hate myself, I kill myself, don’t want no lust
(Aye, yuh, aye)
Satan is my witness, now sit down and listen

[Verse 1]
Fuck me up now I’m wasted
Drugs are laced now I’m faded
Funeral has been dated
Mind is gone, now I’m crazy

I am so empty, my pain is infinity
Mind’s in insanity, rhymin’ so hurtfully
Someone just kill me please, perkies not helping me
Head in a guillotine, never felt ecstasy

[Break]
I hate myself
I kill myself
I lose myself
I...I...I...
I hate myself
I lose myself
I...I...I...

[Hook]
Cut on my wrist with the blade, yeah
These are the lines I have made, yeah
Help me, I think it’s too late, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah
Blood pouring like it’s some rain, yeah
I’m crying like I’m insane, yeah
Laugh at me, I feel the shame, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah
Cut on my wrist with the blade, yeah
These are the lines I have made, yeah
Help me, I think it’s too late, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah
Blood pouring like it’s some rain, yeah
I’m crying like I’m insane, yeah
Laugh at me, I feel the shame, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah

[Verse 2]
I’m falling down the rabbit hole
I need this high to make me whole
I fuck a hoe, her pussy sore
I choke that bitch, she want some more

Heaven ain’t my destination
Razors are my new temptation
Death is close, don’t want redemption
Scars don’t heal, I’m tired of waiting

I’m so fucking hurt, yeah
My heart’s feeling sore, yeah
Shoot my body to the floor
Give me pain, I want some more

I’m so tired of these lies
Watching bodies drop like flies
I will witness my demise
No one ever hears my cries
[Break]
I hate myself
I kill myself
I lose myself
I...I...I...
I hate myself
I lose myself
I...I...I...

[Hook]
Cut on my wrist with the blade, yeah
These are the lines I have made, yeah
Help me, I think it’s too late, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah
Blood pouring like it’s some rain, yeah
I’m crying like I’m insane, yeah
Laugh at me, I feel the shame, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah

Cut on my wrist with the blade, yeah
These are the lines I have made, yeah
Help me, I think it’s too late, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah
Blood pouring like it’s some rain, yeah
I’m crying like I’m insane, yeah
Laugh at me, I feel the shame, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah
[Bridge]
Blow my brains out with a .22
I don’t care about the rules
Use me like a fuckin’ tool
Break my heart, guess I’m the fool
Numb the pain down with some booze
I’m drowning in the body pool
Life is hard, and it’s so cruel
Now I’m tying up the noose

[Break]
I hate myself
I kill myself
I lose myself
I…I…I…
I hate myself
I lose myself
I…I…I…

[Hook]
Cut on my wrist with the blade, yeah
These are the lines I have made, yeah
Help me, I think it’s too late, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah
Blood pouring like it’s some rain, yeah
I’m crying like I’m insane, yeah
Laugh at me, I feel the shame, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah

Cut on my wrist with the blade, yeah
These are the lines I have made, yeah
Help me, I think it’s too late, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah
Blood pouring like it’s some rain, yeah
I’m crying like I’m insane, yeah
Laugh at me, I feel the shame, yeah
Hurt myself, I love the pain, yeah

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Recorded At
Studio B, Philadelphia, PA
Release Date
March 22, 2019
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