I Shouldn’t Be Here Lyrics
It's like we paid a visit to a past life
When I was still yours and you were mine
And nothing had changed at all
I couldn't get it up for you the first time
Like my body knew it wasn't meant in you
Or maybe it was just the Adderall
[Chorus]
Oh, I, I, I
I shouldn't be here
Oh, I, I, I, I shouldn't be here
Oh, I, I, I
I shouldn't be here
Oh, I, I, I, I shouldn't be here
[Verse 2]
Everything's a metaphor
When you're up North
On drugs in the river with your ex girl
We didn't think it through at all
Swimming upstream, just to let the tide pull us back, through it all
Back, through it all
[Chorus]
Oh, I, I, I
I shouldn't be here
Oh, I, I, I, I shouldn't be here
Oh, I, I, I
I shouldn't be here
Oh, I, I, I, I shouldn't be here
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“I Shouldn’t Be Here” actually ended up on the album with the help of some serendipity. I use this journaling app and it will give me notifications like ‘On this day, two years ago, you wrote this.’ That’s occasionally wonderfully nostalgic, and occasionally an emotional risk to open up. So on this particular day, about a year ago, I get that notification. I opened it up, and I see the lyrics to “I Shouldn’t Be Here”, which I think are funny, but in my head, I’m thinking, ‘There’s no way I’m making this into anything. You know, I’m all about sincerity, but this probably goes too far.’ And then later that day, I was watching an interview with Phoebe Waller-Bridge about the making of Fleabag and she said something along the lines of how she knows that a scene needs to stay in an edit if it scares her. Because if it scares her, that means there’s some extra humanity in there. So I thought to myself, ‘Oh, fuck, I think I have to make “I Shouldn’t Be Here” into a song.’ It scared me enough to feel a little too real, which means it’s the kind of art that I need to make.
—via Apple Music
- 2.Like That
- 3.More of You
- 5.I Shouldn’t Be Here
- 8.Tension
- 10.For Emilee
- 11.Line By Line