They say that bad things happen for a reason
But why the hell do I feel like they only happen to me?
Like I already hate myself…

Yeah

I hate what I’ve become
All the pain that I feel, I wish I could let go of some

All the thoughts in my head
Wish I could sleep off in my bed

Instead I lay awake
Replaying all the shit I wish that was fake

All the people I lost
The things I’ve done, at what cost?

Chances I had
Things I shouldn’t have said, my bad

I never think before I speak

I just run my fucking mouth
Thats a shitty thought

But hell its true

They say that bad things happen for a reason
But why the hell do I feel like they only happen to me?
Like I already hate myself…

I always lose my judgement
When I drink

Fuck I hate myself
I really do

Like you don’t even understand
Being me is so fucking hard

Trying to make everyone happy
But there’s always that one people who’s snappy

Ex girls needed to much
And I still cared a bunch

Family expects too much
And I still tried a bunch

Fuckkkk

Work and school, I try my hardest
Really I think I do my best

But I just keep on failing
And all this shit is all building

Turning to drugs
Or something to help me stay numb

This ain’t a healthy life
And I don’t want it

I just wanna be happy
Instead of waking up feeling crappy

But I don’t know what else to do
I don’t know what else to fucking do
All my chance I already blew

Fuck I need help…..

I hate what I’ve become
All the pain that I feel, I wish I could let go of some

All the thoughts in my head
Wish I could sleep off in my bed

Instead I lay awake
Replaying all the shit I wish that was fake

All the people I lost
The things I’ve done, at what cost?

Chances I had
Things I shouldn’t have said, my bad

I never think before I speak

I just run my fucking mouth

They say that bad things happen for a reason
But why the hell do I feel like they only happen to me?
Like I already hate myself…

Yeah

I hate what I’ve become
All the pain that I feel, I wish I could let go of some

All the thoughts in my head
Wish I could sleep off in my bed

Instead I lay awake
Replaying all the shit I wish that was fake

All the people I lost
The things I’ve done, at what cost?

Chances I had
Things I shouldn’t have said, my bad

I never think before I speak

I just run my fucking mouth
Thats a shitty thought

But hell its true

They say that bad things happen for a reason
But why the hell do I feel like they only happen to me?
Like I already hate myself…

Sorry this ain’t my best work
Its just hard to put in effort

Im so sick of feeling like a piece of shit man
Like why do bad things only happen to me man

I do all this shit and end up with nothing
Im tired of running and overworking

I need a break
From life

Yah feel me

They say that bad things happen for a reason
But why the hell do I feel like they only happen to me?
Like I already hate myself…

Ive already tried to end it
But I can’t hurt the people around me

Fuckk I hate myself