[Hook]
I'm on my pain shit
Way shit
Way back
I cut the blades shit
May bring
Hope back
This shit is painless
Fainting as I sell packs
You don't know it
I'm lost shit
I can't go back (2x)

[Verse 1]
I can't go back
To the life I've been living
Too much paranoia
And shit is unforgiving
Thank you lord you saved me
I always believed
Before my sleep I cross my fingers
And cross over my cheeks
In the name of the father
And son and the holy ghost
Of all people around my circle
You would hang with me the most
Yeah I can't see you
But I can believe you
All this shit I've seen man
I know that you'll see through
Hope you forgive me when I come up there
Hope you forgive me for the things i've dealt with
But I didn't do it for myself
I did it for the money that I used to buy us bread
And right now I'm feeling powerless
As I power less
I smoke less and rap more
Cause that shit gets me high
I don't know why
Since a kid man I've been feeling with this crowd
That diss me hate me
And all them other things
But they don't get the shit I been spreading, cyeah

[Hook]
I'm on my pain shit
Way shit
Way back
I cut the blades shit
May bring
Hope back
This shit is painless
Fainting as I sell packs
You don't know it
I'm lost shit
I can't go back (2x)

[Verse 2]
Push the facade
See my car
See my house write some bars
Money can buy you house
But can never buy the home
Money can buy you bitches
But never a wife or a girl so go
Check yourself
If this money's what you're chasing
It ain't so good as everyone's saying
And you know
I felt down to the floor
I tried to go up lone
But never seen the sun
Cause my mind is always stuck
And now I'm back again
I'm rapping and stacking and packing
Up shit that I've dealt with
But soonly after you'll all feel the god
Karma is a bitch and she always comes around
And now I look around I made it this far
And now can never leave this shit
Even if I fall
But I do it for you mom
I'm sorry that I tried to kill myself a thousand times
I can't even think what that shit feel like
But I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm really, I'm really sorry
(Sniff)

[Hook]
I'm on my pain shit
Way shit
Way back
I cut the blades shit
May bring
Hope back
This shit is painless
Fainting as I sell packs
You don't know it
I'm lost shit
I can't go back (2x)