[Verse]
In the moment, I'm asking for death
We light up we match
Smoke all my Newport's
Can't never restore
The love that I poured to you
Now I just press on record
I'm hanging myself by a thread
You supposed to be there when no one else cannot support
I'm reaching for more
Gotta bag up my score
Hold up, now that bitch at my door
I'm takin' these pills for the help but I can't isolate for, I'm really glued to the floor
I'm really just close the lord
Lord of the sad, I rose
Dеpressed, evictеd that hope
Now I just landed the plane to New York
These percs got me up
I'm really too cut
My gun on my hip while I'm turning to dust
Can't learn to go trust
It takes up too much
I'm always just done, tryna fix all my ways
The pain in my head, the only escape
I've written my name-casket, I'm just safe
I'm knowing my place, can't ever contain