[Chorus]
Numb
Tear drops in my eyes, lot of pain is in my heart
I’m used to getting high but right now I’m feeling down
I trusted and I loved and it caused me to be hurt
I’m so tired of my life so I wanna be so numb
I no longer know what it’s like to be alive
I’m so fucking sad, and inside I’m not all right
I gave all my heart, now I’m fucking traumatized
I’m still losing with my mind, so I have to be so numb


[Verse 1]
Have to be so numb cause there is no other way
I have to be so numb, there is no end to my pain
Where are all these people, after all they all have left
I thought everything was real but it turned out to be fake
I gave them my heart, gave them all but they betrayed
I don’t wanna think about it, they are no longer my friends
I have no more friends, only demons in my head
I’m close with the devil, he said you’ll always be cursed

I have to be numb
Have to be so numb
Numb, numb

My Drugs are still tempting, so I’m gonna fucking take them
Numbing all my feelings to don’t think how much I’m helpless
Hopeless, restless, heartless, reckless
Loveless, friendless, seems like pain is endless
21 years on the road through hell to death
And every road I take turned out to be a wrong way
I tried to ran away but I hit a dead end
I tried to ran away but I couldn’t escape
Trauma on my shoulders there are nobody to trust
My anxiety keeps me awake, can’t get to sleep at night
How much more I have to lose, how much can I take?
How much pain will hit my heart before I will reach the end


[Chorus]
Numb
Tear drops in my eyes, lot of pain is in my heart
I’m used to getting high but right now I’m feeling down
I trusted and I loved and it caused me to be hurt
I’m so tired of my life so I wanna be so numb
I no longer know what it’s like to be alive
I’m so fucking sad, and inside I’m not all right
I gave all my heart, now I’m fucking traumatized
I’m still losing with my mind, so I have to be so numb

Tear drops in my eyes, lot of pain is in my heart
I’m used to getting high but right now I’m feeling down
I trusted and I loved and it caused me to be hurt
I’m so tired of my life so I wanna be so numb
I no longer know what it’s like to be alive
I’m so fucking sad, and inside I’m not all right
I gave all my heart, now I’m fucking traumatized
I’m still losing with my mind, so I have to be so numb

[Outro]
I have to be numb
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