Fighting Myself Lyrics

[Intro: Mike Shinoda]
​​​(ti stnaw eno on ,siht ot neppah reven ll'ti ,ti stnaw eno oN)

[Verse 1: Mike Shinoda]
Now sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud
Every little thing that I think about
Just builds on top of the pain and doubt
Even though I wanna just let it out
I try to act like I don't mind it, try to keep my mouth so quiet
But sittin' there in my silence just seems to amplify it
When I thought that keepin' this inside would make it better (ti stnaw eno oN)
I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever (siht ot neppah reven ll'tI)
But every time I think I got everything put back together (ti stnaw eno oN)
I end up making more regrets, making more regrets

[Chorus: Chester Bennington]
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose


[Verse 2: Mike Shinoda]
I didn't want you to think I'm worn out so easily (ti stnaw eno oN)
I wish I'd held it in so you never knew what built up inside of me (siht ot neppah reven ll'tI)
Now I don't know how it overflowed, spilled out unwillingly (ti stnaw eno oN)
But now everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see
I don't want you to promise you can change everything and make it better (ti stnaw eno oN)
'Cause you can bet I'm gonna end up ruining it forever (siht ot neppah reven ll'tI)
And every time you think you got everything put back together (ti stnaw eno oN)
I end up making more regrets, making more regrets
[Chorus: Chester Bennington]
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose


[Interlude: Mike Shinoda]
​​​(ti stnaw eno on ,siht ot neppah reven ll'ti ,ti stnaw eno oN)

[Bridge: Both, Mike Shinoda]
I can't run with this weight on my back
I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past
I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside me
I can't run with this weight on my back
I can't see 'cause I'm focused on the past
I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me

[Outro: Chester Bennington, Both, Mike Shinoda]
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start

I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly
inside of me
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start

I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly
inside of me

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Genius Annotation

“Fighting Myself” is a song from the Meteora recording sessions that was officially released as the second pre-release song from the 20th Anniversary Edition of Meteora. Originally scheduled for a March 3rd, 2023 release, the song was postponed to March 24th.

“Fighting Myself” is a song from the Meteora sessions that Linkin Park worked on, but never fully finished. It made it semi-late in the process, but was not seen on the list of 15 songs on the NRG Studios song board when the band was making the album meaning it was not in the final batch of tracks for the album. Mike Shinoda said for the Meteora 20 promotion that he remembered specifically having this song as an option for the 20th anniversary release, but his version did not have any Chester vocals on it and was just the rap verses.

The song was seen in the first LPTV Episode of Season 1 titled “The Writing Process”, in early 2003, when the band is recording demos at Mike’s home studio. There is a clip of Mike recording the guitar riff of the song with Chester sitting next to him.

The voice sample in the intro, verses, and bridge is Mike Shinoda’s voice reversed and effected combined with a vinyl static sound.

In the Linkin Park Stagelight pack from 2012, a drum beat file titled “Shortcut” (BPM_140_SHORTCUT_DRUM1) is included which is the drum beat from the verses of “Fighting Myself.”

“Fighting Myself” was debuted for the first time on Howard Stern with Mike Shinoda as a guest on February 14th, 2023, with “More The Victim.”

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