You know when I getting back to these, I mean I don't understand why people are doing whatever they're doing, man
I'm still getting back to these things in my head you know, ... Yeah

Do You think I'm split personality shit?
That rhymes well though doesn't he
Thinking about what I'm doing
Where am i headed
God!,Will this ever stop?
Wanting everything the world's got

Seeing my counterparts
Busting the ass working the top ,ain't no comparison
But i guess I gotta quantify my spot
Overthinking's gotta stop, just do it, too simple a thought
But where to start from , how far is it dogg
Guess I should ease down on these lyrics though
I'll let them bleed out, I won't take no more
Being what i am, didn't so difficult
Except the fact that feeling the feelings are super difficult
Understand I've got my medicine book right in front
10 days down the road, 12 November
They want answers from me on paper
On paper
I'll be a doc, not a Doctor dre
What the price for a taste of his mighty life?
Where am I? find me!, grandma throw some light
Dealing with these hard nights
Out of senses after 9!
Grind left the wheel went to a back seat, but we still on drive

I don't give a fuck
I tell them I don't really give a fuck
But I give a fuck
And these Tears I'm stopping em from coming out
I do shit and they sit on it , initiated, but they keep complaining on it
Am I really making a mess of it
Against my fam, there a hate inside, unable to get off it
And all the heart breaks
Worst phase
Hot head got explicit
And then he's got mad
And now it's outta control, he's gotta stop
It'll blow on his hot face
And now I got to abstain
It's hard to keep it locked in
And so i blow it off
Started punching the walls
A Creep, they pointed out
He and I , did I blow it off
This is what I am, my raps are gonna tell it all


I see me going from v12 energy on my first rap
Now I'm crying on
Time zone's Tight slap!
What have I been doing all this time?
Wanted to work and try
Not to cry with my mom on phone, cuz I don't fell right
Not feeling like my girl did
Got a confused mind
I've hurt hearts
Used to getting it back
I blame my practical side
Contradictions arise
Next second that I'd be lying
That I do feel the butterflies
But I don't or maybe I do
Not receptive enough
You're starting at a wall
I was different back then when this was new
She say if I stay in isolation
Destiny won't appeal
I bow down to emotions and
I'm back to a guilt
I'm losing all my chances
Guess I'll be lonely again
Finding meanings when I did'nt mean it
I mean it's hard to be feel shit

When it's all said and done
I'm done holding myself in
And I'm done being a wise man
This place is cunning land
You fool you loose
And whatever you do
These efforts less of a use to you
It's useless to goons
You'll know it soon

And all the wrong doings
That they've been doing to you
I know it kills you
You want a motive to get back at them
To all that got collect-
Ed in your head, you're snapping
What's in your head
You're seem infected
Make a human realize revenge seems effective
No more keys to my space, walls are
Next shit
With all this frustration right now
I better cave in
To stop my words from hurting
And showing you my true self
Or be Brutally honest
Of what lies in my conscience
Self centered
Or else you'll find my carcass
Always finding answers
I screwed up my moons on this

I'm tryna find new dreams
The Old one's a rogue against my home
You wouldn't last a smoke
If you had this

And I'm talking
I see the prospects
Of you crying over it and not solve it
How can I solve it
Life's about all this
All these province in betrayals and politics
Gossips
Spreading rumors
Like they saw it
And the people
Judging me like I'm one odd bit
Then they take my pointers
This rap's an Audit
To all the people looking at others gardens
If Grass ain't that green on me
Neither are your products
Look where you're standing
How far are you grounded


You're staring at a wall I was different back then when this was new

Standout I know that you want It all right now
You won't loose
Your hope
But you're so out of logic
But we're not stopping
Always on it