NF - Happy (Remade) Feat. Sophie Pecora
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NF - Happy (Remade) Feat. Sophie Pecora Lyrics
Dear God, please
Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached
Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressin' all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I have I have been selfish
No excuse to give You, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached
Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressin' all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I have I have been selfish
No excuse to give You, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like somethin's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I been avoidin'
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said I wish I woulda not let slip
Hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losin' hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
It feels like somethin's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I been avoidin'
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said I wish I woulda not let slip
Hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losin' hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
I wonder when I learned it's not safe
To talk about my feelings and make
Somebody bad for my sake
It's selfish
That's what I heard from a young age
Crying was always a mistake
Now I haven't shed a single tear since the first grade
Is that sad?
Nah it's just what I'm used to
Never wanted you to feel the pain that felt too
Thought I was being considerate but it felt through
When I went so many years trapped in the same loops
And it's hard to escape that now
I'm more comportable with depressed and drowning in my regrets
Than wearing a big ol' smile
Joy doesn't last, struggle with getting attached
Then I'm back down
I don't always wanna hide my fears away
When I act like that I get more afraid
Sharing all the struggles in this life I face
Means that we won't feel so alone today when I'm
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
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Originally produced by NF Real Music, this track found a new life when Sophie Pecora showcased her exceptional vocal talents through a cover on YouTube. Captivated by her rendition, TabbiesManZ skillfully extracted the vocals and embarked on a complete song remake, infusing it with his distinctive artistic approach. To add a personal touch, Sophie Pecora contributed the final verse to the song. The result is a poignant yet uplifting track that seamlessly blends elements of rap and pop, delivering a unique and compelling musical experience.
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Sophie Pecora Production, Tabbiesmanz Records
Release Date
August 24, 2023
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