[Chorus]
I said that I'd change myself, I know I never would
I said that I'd hurt someone, I knew I never could
I'm scared of everyone, I'm weak
I know, I don't understand myself
The one thing I'm truly scared of is going to hell
I can't tell you all my living problems
1, I got too many 2, I don't know how to solve 'em
I can't rely on someone else
I just have to believe in myself

[Verse 1]
I've been selfish sometimes, sometimes thinking I'm doing badly
Always asking for things I want hoping someone will back mе
I guess the pandemic had a bad impact on mе
I make friends easily, but I still say I'm lonely
Guess I'm cap, huh?
Said I couldn't make no friends, but now I have some
I was talking 'bout girlfriends just like I had one
I've been sinning for a while
Saying I'm a bad son
Not The Kid LAROI, but I said I was so done

[Chorus]
I said that I'd change myself, I know I never would
I said that I'd hurt someone, I knew I never could
I'm scared of everyone, I'm weak
I know, I don't understand myself
The one thing I'm truly scared of is going to hell
I can't tell you all my living problems
1, I got too many 2, I don't know how to solve 'em
I can't rely on someone else
I just have to believe in myself

[Verse 2]
I was so done with people's tricks and mind games
Taking insults 'til it's pain and I ache
Did it once, twice, three times 'til I'm what they made
They'll be after me until I die and my body's what they trace
But I'm still walking around feeling unfazed, look like no one could stop me
It still feels like I'm holding the devil's hand, waiting for him to drop me
It's like they just waiting for me to chit-chat just so they can mock me
But positivity's the right key
No exceptions, no one can cause me

[Chorus]
I said that I'd change myself, I know I never would
I said that I'd hurt someone, I knew I never could
I'm scared of everyone, I'm weak
I know, I don't understand myself
The one thing I'm truly scared of is going to hell
I can't tell you all my living problems
1, I got too many 2, I don't know how to solve 'em
I can't rely on someone else
I just have to believe in myself