Surrender Lyrics
Another night in my new skin
Throw emotion to the wind
And just try to find a face that makes me feel something
And for all the pretty mouths
And pretty words that turn me out
I just end up at your house
20,000 leagues beneath the ocean
I've been trying to keep my distance
(I still need you, I still need you)
So hard to keep my distance
(I still need you, I still need you)
And you make me want to stay
Cause you look so good
But I know you babe, and this can't wait
Not one more touch
One more drink
One more minute
One more night
[Chorus]
So I surrender
This is the moment I surrender
Now all the shapes I know are gone
The charts and maps I've drawn just get me lost
And I'm falling off the edge
And you make me want to change
With the look on your face
Cause I miss you babe, but I can't stay
Not one more kiss
Not one more fix
Not one more minute
One more night
[Chorus]
So I surrender
This is the moment I surrender
Even now, let it in
Oh Lord I surrender
I been trying to keep my distance
So hard to keep my distance
I still need you
But I, I can’t stay
Heart still beating
Heart still the same
Send me back in time
Break me again
I still need you
I still need you
When I speak will you listen?
So send me back a thousand days
That first night at your old place
And tell me how it ends
I'd do it all again
For one more minute
One more night
If all that I could ever be was the best ex-lover of your life
If all that I could ever be was the best ex-lover of your life
So I surrender
This is the moment I surrender
Even now, let it in
Oh Lord I surrender
And all that I could ever be was the best ex-lover of your life
And all that I could ever be was the best ex-lover of your life
Keep my distance
Still trying to keep my distance
About
“Surrender” embraces vulnerability after a break-up. The singer went through a break up with the woman who he has called “the love of my life.” He still cares about her even though they are no longer together.
The track was used in the first trailer for the 2018 film Love, Simon.
Q&A
Find answers to frequently asked questions about the song and explore its deeper meaning
Surrender was written at 2 am in Nicaragua in the jungle.
I was on a trip with some friends, some other writers and producers to this village in Nicaragua where they have all these recording studios and huts where you can focus on being creative.
I’d been broken up for a few months with a very important person in my life, and I had kinda put off dealing with my feelings.
Suddenly I was deeply feeling the weight of what that loss really meant, and there in the jungle, I wasn’t able to escape it.
I was there late at night and I just sat at my keyboard and this song just started to come through.
The idea of surrender, to me, has two sides. It can mean accepting defeat, or something more positive and mysterious: acknowledging something greater than yourself, like trusting in the flow of life.
I don’t know if I’ve written a more real song as far as the lyric goes – it’s really personal and it’s pretty raw.
Surrender is a song I’m excited about sharing because I feel like someone might relate to it and see something of themselves in it.
Performing this song is really cathartic for me, really healing. Writing it and releasing it was a huge part of being able to move on. I guess that’s what it’s about: moving on.
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