[Intro]
Aria Made This
Life get hard but you gotta keep it pushin'
I've been on the edge and everybody overlookin'
Nobody gave me a hand out these niggas be fanned out
Tryna let me down because they don't like the way I stand now
I still feel it raining when it's sun in the sky
Just keep it 99 plus 1 why you lie
How you tell me that you love me
You weren't there when it got gritty
Life a bitch and then you die well shit I'm taking this bitch with me

[Verse 1]
Play with my emotions that's the rеason why you lost me
I'm the one that handеd you the right so how'd you cross me
I can feel these demons on my body get 'em off me
She said I was dub now I'm up she feeling salty
Winning and I won't stop we was in a cold spot
Momma in the kitchen lighting cigs off of the stovetop
Tryna get my soul rider I'll wait for this my whole life
I'ma die trying before I see another cold night

[Bridge]
Hard to find somebody with a heart like mine
Put my all into a person and they waste my time
I've been tryna stay strong lord show me a sign
Cause I've been lying to myself saying it's gon' be fine
And it's rainin' it's pourin'
I'm outside and it's stormin', on me
But it's gon' be alright life get hard sometimes

[Chorus]
Better live your life cause they gon' hate on you regardless
Love bring pain so it's better to be heartless
Tryna keep it pushin' can't go back to when I started
The weak don't survive so I gotta be smartest
And they've been sleeping on me
People who I trust been speaking on me
I can feel all these demons on me
Lord please take it easy on me

[Verse 2]
Had to throw my heart away it's fucking up my vision
I can see through all this hate that's why I gotta keep my distance
Always got something to say but never take the time to listen
They love judging my decisions but don't live the life I'm living
Remember they was startin' us they ain't want no part of us
Now they say knew I was gon' make it cause my dollars up
Every time it's by the book the only time they give a fuck
Ain't nobody get me out of that jam when I was feeling stuck
Give me my space please
'Member when I said lord take me, away from all the hatred
I know you built me strong but I don't know if I can take it
Running for my fans but it's the only thing I'm facing
Chasing all of my dreams
Wrong people told me all the right things
Cause I wanted to hear it, fake love don't wanna be near it
Feel the devil tryna break my spirit

[Bridge]
I thought I was done with that, harborin' in the field
Then keep running back to the ones who did me dirty and hurt me
Same ones always need some so they turn to me
How they think it's sweet when they the people who deserted me
Know that I go missing but I'm taking time to heal
If I tell you that I love you, you already know the deal
Even if we barely speak just know I think about you still but life just got real

[Chorus]
Better live your life cause they gon' hate on you regardless
Love bring pain so it's better to be heartless
Tryna keep it pushin' can't go back to when I started
The weak don't survive so I gotta be smartest
And they've been sleeping on me
People who I trust been speaking on me
I can feel all these demons on me
Lord please take it easy on me