Intro:
Mmmm

Bridge:
Life's to short to hold shit in, just speak yo mind
I think I love this girl, I think about her all the time
She say she ugly, but she sexy in my eyes
If only she knew how I'd treat her, if she were mine

Hook:
Life's to short to hold shit in, just speak yo mind
Can you tell I'm not okay when I say I'm fine?
I live in a free world, but I feel prisoner to my mind
I think tonight's the night, I'ma end my life

Verse:
You don't want no smoke with me
My emotions steady choking me
I'ma bring up all the people that were down and broke with me
I ain't gon change I ain't asking you to fuck me
I asked you keep it a buck with me
All I did was keep it real with you
Now I'm dolo smoking on this 'rilla glue
Hoping the high will help get rid of you
But I know I won't forget of you
I'm just lost and I ain't know what to do
But fuck it, ay
Ruthless 2020 fuck who feelings hurt
It ain't shit for me to put a fuck boy on a fucking shirt
I was in the mud my dick was in the fucking dirt
I'm just hoping that these people like my fucking verse, ay
And shout out Aracely cause you always been the truest
I hope I blow up cause they don't want to see me do it
I don't usually vent, but I'ma do it through the music
I'm just a young man out here man steady going through it
I been going through it for too long
I hope the people feel me through this motherfucking song
And fuck all the people that have ever did me wrong
I should've known that they were fake, all along, yuh

Hook:
Life's to short to hold shit in, just speak yo mind
Can you tell I'm not okay when I say I'm fine?
I live in a free world, but I feel prisoner to my mind
I think tonight's the night, I'ma end my life

Verse:
End all my pain, I'ma end all my suffering
Negative thoughts up in my brain the positives is buffering
I'm on my knees begging, looking right up at him
Like "Father, why can't I be happy?'
Uh
I just want to die, I wasn't looking for second chances
I want someone to love she don't go to be the baddest
I want a stack of money it don't got to be the fattest
Everybody happy why the fuck am I the saddest?

Bridge:
Life's to short to hold shit in, just speak yo mind
I think I love this girl, I think about her all the time
She say she ugly, but she sexy in my eyes
If only she knew how I'd treat her, if she were mine

Hook:
Life's to short to hold shit in, just speak yo mind
Can you tell I'm not okay when I say I'm fine?
I live in a free world, but I feel prisoner to my mind
I think tonight's the night, I'ma end my life