He is currently signed to Visionary Music Group and Capitol Records. Bellion also opened the concerts from the third leg of twenty one pilots' Emotional Roadshow World Tour, which also featured guest artists Judah and the Lion.
Strictly a producer at age 14, Bellion became increasingly fed up with being asked for generic records. After literally giving singing and rapping "a shot" out of frustration, the now 32-year-old Bellion has developed an incredibly unique lane untouched by anyone. His obsession with moving forward and experimentation has driven him to create "solid and refreshing tunes", and in the words of Jon himself "that's all that really matters"
Jon's 2010 mixtape "Scattered Thoughts Vol. 1", an exploration of different genres all written, composed, produced, and sung by Jon, is available to download from his official site: http://www.jonbellion.com/
Bellion has since released three more mixtapes: Translations Through Speakers, The Separation, and The Definition.
His first album 'The Human Condition' was released on June 10th, 2016; his first piece of music that was sold instead of given for free. His second album "Glory Sound Prep" was released on November 9th, 2018. His single, "Crop Circles" was released on May 31, 2019.
Bellion embarked on The Glory Sound Prep Tour which began on June 12 and concluded on November 12 of the same year. He helped produce and write singles such as "Stacy" and "Life Must Go On" by Quinn XCII, as well as "Liar" and "Shameless" by Camila Cabello, "Graveyard" by Halsey, and "Memories" by Maroon 5, "Holy" by Justin Bieber, featuring Chance the Rapper. Bellion co-wrote multiple songs on Justin Bieber's Justice album, including the hit song "Ghost", which Bellion says he wrote about his late grandmother. The song reached #1 on US Pop Radio. He also co-wrote and co-produced "Vulnerable" from Selena Gomez's 2020 album Rare and co-wrote "Daisies" by Katy Perry.
On June 8, 2021, Bellion took to Twitter where he tweeted "New music" before quickly deleting the tweet. He then changed his social media into a "blacked-out" state a couple of weeks later. Jon was featured on Lawrence's song "False Alarms" released on July 22, 2021. Bellion released his first single in over 2 years, "I Feel It" (with Burna Boy) on September 17, 2021. On February 19, 2023, Bellion released an unfinished song called "Fallen" to his social media. The song features Jon Batiste.
In July 2019, Bellion launched his own record label called Beautiful Mind Records and signed the pop/soul band, Lawrence. Lawrence was the opener for most of his shows on the Glory Sound Prep Tour. He helped write and produce three singles off of their 2021 debut album Hotel TV: "Casualty", "It's Not All About You", and "The Weather".
Bellion has stated that his intention with this new label is to "take care of artists for the rest of their careers" and to create a family of musical creators who he supports and with whom he collaborates.
Bellion has stated on multiple occasions that Kanye West is one of his biggest inspirations. "I loved everything but it was Kanye West who really changed everything for me." Bellion has also stated that he was inspired by Eminem, Pharrell Williams, Coldplay, John Mayer, AndrΓ© 3000, and Paul Simon. Bellion has also made it known that he is a big fan of J Dilla and the animated film studio Pixar, drawing inspiration from the musician and computer animation film studio for both The Definition and The Human Condition. Bellion explains that he loves how Pixar movies are "simple yet presented in a way that is groundbreaking". Bellion credits much of his musical development and success to his bandmates whom he met while in college, expressing his love for them in his "Beautiful Mind Documentary" stating, "Everybody in my band has taught me something, and has gotten me to where I am because of them" continuing "I surround myself with people better than me at something, you will very rarely see somebody around me, especially musically, who I don't look up to".
Eyes to the Sky
Jon Bellion Lyrics
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Anxiety dances across my pillow case
My god, it dances
It's like, 1, 2 step
It's asking stupid questions
Like are you living, right, such stupid questions
'Cause I'm just trying to
I'm trying live, I'm trying rise, above the shit, the Devil tries
Insert something really dope right here
I'm supposed to write a hook but all I wanna say is
I just wanna be happy, I just wanna be happy
Wanna be happy, yeah
I'm supposed to write a fucking hook right here
Money and riches blah blah, yeah yeah
I just wanna be happy, I just wanna be happy
Wanna be happy, yeah
I've been working my ass off
That's why Christina left me, been working my ass off
On this project but I guess that it's okay
My family never liked you, I guess that it's okay
Now I'm just, I'm just
I'm trying live, I'm trying rise
Above the shit the Devil tries
Which is why I keep my eyes to the sky
Insert something really dope right here
I'm supposed to write a hook but all I wanna say is
I just wanna be happy, I just wanna be happy
Wanna be happy, yeah
I'm supposed to write a fucking hook right here
Money and riches blah blah, yeah yeah
I just wanna be happy, I just wanna be happy
Wanna be happy, yeah
Listen boo boo, bear with me
Smarter than your average
Raised around Brooklyn based Italian
There's so much soul up in my Johnson, I don't need a rapper on it
'Cause the urbans in my testes but I come and pop packaging, yikes
Bunch of freaks talk shit, we call that cactusing
We don't want no fight, club don't want no Brad Pitt'in
Braymance like this shit just when I'm ad-libbin'
Fronting on my Sean Penn, what movie are you actin in?
Seventh grade I said I'm 'bout to leave the masses then
My ex-girlfriend's sister said, 'You babbling'
Even back then cook crack, drug trafficking
I'm trying live, I'm trying rise above the shit the Devil tries
Which is why I keep my eyes to the sky
You're gonna be ok kid, you're gonna be ok
Jon Bellion's "Eyes to the Sky" is a song about the trials and tribulations that come with attempting to rise above the stresses of life. The opening verses illustrate the singer's struggle with anxiety, which "dances" on his pillowcase and asks him "stupid questions" like "are you living right." But despite the Devil's attempts to bring him down, the singer's only goal is to be happy. The chorus repeats this sentiment, emphasizing that the singer just wants to rise above the fray and find contentment.
The second half of the song addresses some of the singer's specific struggles, such as a failed relationship and difficulty pleasing his family. However, these issues are ultimately background noise as he focuses on his goal of finding happiness. The song's closing line reassures the listener that they too will be okay.
Overall, "Eyes to the Sky" is an anthem of inner strength and determination. It acknowledges that life can be difficult, but encourages the listener to keep their eyes on their goals and rise above the challenges.
Line by Line Meaning
Anxiety dances across my pillow case
The feeling of anxiety takes a hold of me, causing me to feel uneasy and restless.
My god, it dances
The feeling of anxiety is overwhelming and consuming, making it seem like an entity in itself.
It's like, 1, 2 step
The feeling of anxiety is unpredictable and can switch from one emotion to the next in an instant.
It's asking stupid questions
Anxiety can cause irrational thoughts and questions that are not logical or necessary.
Like are you living, right, such stupid questions
Anxiety can cause me to question my own existence and the validity of my choices and actions.
'Cause I'm just trying to
Despite the effects of anxiety, I am still focused on my goals and aspirations.
I'm trying live, I'm trying rise, above the shit, the Devil tries
I am determined to overcome any obstacles that come my way and rise above negative influences.
Which is why I keep my eyes to the sky
To stay focused on my aspirations and goals, I keep my eyes on the larger picture, rather than getting bogged down by everyday distractions.
Insert something really dope right here
A moment of creative inspiration or motivation.
I'm supposed to write a hook but all I wanna say is
Despite having to adhere to certain creative conventions, my true inspiration is to express my desire for happiness.
I just wanna be happy, I just wanna be happy
My primary motivation is to find happiness and fulfillment in life.
Wanna be happy, yeah
Expressing that desire for happiness and fulfillment.
Money and riches blah blah, yeah yeah
The value of material wealth and possessions is insignificant compared to actual happiness.
I've been working my ass off
Despite setbacks and obstacles, I have been dedicating myself to hard work and perseverance.
That's why Christina left me, been working my ass off
The hard work and dedication to my goals has caused me to sacrifice other aspects of my life, such as a relationship.
On this project but I guess that it's okay
Despite the setbacks and sacrifice, I am still content with dedicating myself to my creative goals and aspirations.
My family never liked you, I guess that it's okay
Reflecting on external influences and opinions, and how it is ultimately okay to pursue what makes me happy.
Now I'm just, I'm just
Emphasizing the focus and determination to overcome obstacles.
Listen boo boo, bear with me
Addressing the audience and asking for their attention and patience.
Smarter than your average
Expressing confidence and intelligence in my abilities and aspirations.
Raised around Brooklyn based Italian
Acknowledging my upbringing and cultural influences.
There's so much soul up in my Johnson, I don't need a rapper on it
Expressing the depth and soul in my music, and how it speaks for itself and does not require anything extra.
'Cause the urbans in my testes but I come and pop packaging, yikes
Expressing how my music and soul comes from within me, and commenting on the homogenization and commercialization of urban culture.
Bunch of freaks talk shit, we call that cactusing
Acknowledging the haters and the negativity that comes from certain people, and using humor to diffuse the situation.
We don't want no fight, club don't want no Brad Pitt'in
Expressing a desire for peace and tranquility, and referencing the movie Fight Club and how it promotes chaos and violence.
Braymance like this shit just when I'm ad-libbin'
Commenting on the power of creative spontaneity and improvisation, and how it can lead to moments of inspiration and unity.
Fronting on my Sean Penn, what movie are you actin in?
Asserting that my creative pursuits and aspirations are just as valid and valuable as those who are established in the industry.
Seventh grade I said I'm 'bout to leave the masses then
Looking back at my early aspirations and how I wanted to stand out and be unique from a young age.
My ex-girlfriend's sister said, 'You babbling'
Acknowledging the external negativity and doubt that has been directed towards me, but using it as fuel for determination and success.
Even back then cook crack, drug trafficking
Referencing my creative passions and activities from a young age, and how they have always been a part of my identity and drive.
You're gonna be ok kid, you're gonna be ok
Reassuring myself and others that despite the obstacles and struggles, we will ultimately find happiness and fulfillment.
Contributed by Joseph S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@AkashCVijayan
(Oh yeah)
Anxiety dances... across my pillow case, my God it dances
It's like, 1, 2 step
It's asking stupid questions
Like "are you living right?" Such stupid questions
Because I'm just trying to
I'm trying live, I'm trying rise, above the shit, the devil tries
Which is why I keep my eyes to the sky
[Hook:]
I.I.I.I.I.I.I.I.insert something really dope right here
I'm supposed to write a hook but all I wanna say is
I just want to be happy... (I just want to be happy)... want to be happy (eh yeah)
I'm supposed to write a f'in hook right here
Money and riches blah blah yeah yeah
I just want to be happy... (I just want to be happy)... want to be happy (eh yeah)
[Verse 2:]
I've been working my ass off
That's why Christina left me, been working my ass off
On this project, but I guess that it's okay
My family never liked you, I guess that it's okay
Now I'm just I'm just
I'm trying live I'm trying rise
Above the shit the devil tries
Which is why I keep my eyes to the sky
[Hook]
[Verse 3:]
Listen boo boo, bear with me (yeah)
Smarter than your average
Raised around Brooklyn based Italian
There's so much soul up in my Johnson, I don't need a rapper on it
Because the urbans in my testes but I come and pop packaging (yikes)
Bunch of pricks talk shit, we call that cactusing
We don't want no fight club don't want no Brad Pitt'in
Braymance like this shit just when I'm ad-libbin'
Fronting on my Sean Penn what movie are you actin in?
Seventh grade I said "I'm bout to leave the masses then"
My ex-girlfriend's sister said "you babbling"
Even back then cook crack, drug trafficking
[Outro:]
I'm trying live, I'm trying rise, above the shit, the devil tries
Which is why I keep my eyes to the sky
(You're gonna be okay kid, you're gonna be, O-Kay)
@ChrisplussTina96
"That's why Christina left me"
NO JON I'M RIGHT HERE
@ChrisplussTina96
Hailey Perez I'm talking about myself here... I'm also Christina....
@ChrisplussTina96
Hailey Perez yo chill these are just Youtube comments π just enjoy the song
@ChrisplussTina96
Hailey Perez ... (you replied to my comment first uhhhh just skip over it next time if you don't like it but whatever fam, toodles β)
@Antelopesinsideme
Hailey Perez You're such a butt face ππ
@Antelopesinsideme
Hailey Perez πππ
@beng2269
the beat during the hook is so great
@lomiwae
commenting just to let everyone know that im so glad i found this guy before he becomes a hit all over the world. i know he will someday. my full support on you jon! :)
@ryank9400
Louie Mae Calvara i hear him on the radio now!!!
@lomiwae
Shorty // Ryan same here. he's gone a long way after a year ughh the feels. I'm so proud of him.