Emo Song
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Back on old ways, I know your face
I haven't seen you in some days
It hurts my head, my conscience dead
The fact I miss the way it felt

You're coming back again
Don't want you back again
You call me up and lie again
Like all the men I used to trust
Nobody knows when I was young
I lost myself in cosmic dust

You're coming back again
Don't want you back again

Just the thought of you doesn't stop
You're not a person or a thing
Just the thought of you on my limbs
It's all your fault
It's all your fault




It's all your fault
It's all your fault

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Emo Song" by beabadoobee touch on themes of longing, heartache, and inner conflict. The singer is reflecting on a past relationship, expressing a mixture of nostalgia and pain. They mention being back on old ways, suggesting a return to familiar patterns or potentially destructive behaviors. The line "I know your face, I haven't seen you in some days" indicates a recognizable face from the past that has reentered their life after a period of absence.


The lyrics convey a sense of confusion and emotional turmoil. The singer acknowledges that their conscience feels dead, indicating a loss of moral compass or emotional numbness. Despite the pain caused by the relationship, they admit missing the way it felt. This suggests a yearning for the past, even though they are aware that it was not a healthy or positive experience.


The repetition of the line "You're coming back again, don't want you back again" emphasizes the internal conflict within the singer. They are torn between their desire for this person to leave their life once more and perhaps a lingering attachment or temptation to be with them again. The lyrics convey a sense of vulnerability and betrayal, referencing past experiences with men they used to trust who have lied to them.


The closing lines of the song, "Just the thought of you doesn't stop, you're not a person or a thing, just the thought of you on my limbs, it's all your fault," encapsulate the complex emotions and blame the singer is grappling with. The person they are addressing is more than just an individual; they have become an intangible force that haunts their thoughts and affects their very being. The lyrics ultimately reflect the internal struggle of trying to let go of a toxic relationship.


Line by Line Meaning

Back on old ways, I know your face
Reverting to my old habits, I recognize your presence


I haven't seen you in some days
It has been a while since our last encounter


It hurts my head, my conscience dead
Aches in my mind, my moral compass inactive


The fact I miss the way it felt
The truth is I long for the sensation it brought


You're coming back again
You are returning once more


Don't want you back again
I do not desire your reappearance


You call me up and lie again
You dial my number and deceive me once more


Like all the men I used to trust
Similar to the men I once had faith in


Nobody knows when I was young
No one comprehends my past experiences during childhood


I lost myself in cosmic dust
I became lost in the vast expanse of the universe


Just the thought of you doesn't stop
Merely the idea of you persists


You're not a person or a thing
You do not possess the qualities of a human being or an object


Just the thought of you on my limbs
Simply the thought of you affecting my body


It's all your fault
The responsibility lies entirely with you


It's all your fault
It is solely your wrongdoing


It's all your fault
Every bit of blame rests on you


It's all your fault
The entirety of the accountability is yours




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Beatrice Ilejay Laus

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@bill2418

I've never known someone like you
Tangled in love stuck by you
From the glue
Don't forget to kiss me
Or else you'll have to miss me
I guess I'm stuck forever
By the glue, oh, and you
Finding the right words
To use for this song
I have you in mind
So it won't take so long
Never thought I'd find you
But you're here
And so I love you
I'm not lying
When I say I've been stuck
By the glue onto you
I've been stuck by the glue
Right onto you
I've been stuck by the glue
I've never known
I've never known
I've never known someone like you
I've never known



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@YouTube

you show iloilo in such a warm and beautiful light in this mv ☀ thanks for sharing this, bea!

@ebie

even youtubes getting in on this

@yllka_

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@winterwinter1080

as a filipino, I really appreciate how bea shows filipino culture to her fans

@goombamoomba9928

same bro i cant tell u how happy to find a rock/indie filipino artist with a similar backgorund as me that creates incredible music

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@@goombamoomba9928 same

@tatumtatum

me too :’)))

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