I Made It
SXYE Lyrics
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I'm happy when you listen to my songs
You missed a lot of my self-hatred
Good thing my lyrics are sadistic
You wanna see me happier than I am
But I donβ²t think we'll either understand
That no matter how long it's been
I miss your eyes, your hair, your smile, your skin
I wish we both had time to rest
I made it but you werenβ²t there
I shouldn't care, I shouldnβ²t care
Push the pressure point with your second joint
I just don't wanna come off as boring
I could never ask what I want
Iβ²d lose your hand again and then you're gone
My jeans are ripped, my hairβ²s a mess
I wish we both had time to rest
I made it but you weren't there
I shouldn't care, I shouldnβ²t care
I lost my mind again
I tend to fall behind again
And I donβ²t remember how
To regulate what words come out
I tend to sing myself down
I tend to write and write about
My misfortunes
But I'm uncertain, cause
My jeans are ripped, my hairβ²s a mess
I wish we both had time to rest
I made it but you weren't there
I shouldnβ²t care I shouldn't care
I wish you let me have a chance
To laugh some more to hold your hand
I wish we talked some more online
Just let me try, just let me try
I wish you let me have a chance
To laugh some more to hold your hand
I wish we talked some more online
Just let me try, just let me try
I wish you let me have a chance
To laugh some more to hold your hand
I wish we talked some more online
Just let me try, just let me try
The lyrics of "I Made It" by SXYE explore the feeling of missing someone and the desire to be understood. The first verse describes the feeling of missing someone for just a few days, and the relief of knowing that they appreciate the songwriter's music. The songwriter reveals that they write sadistic lyrics about their own self-hatred, which reflects their inability to express their negative feelings in a healthier way. Despite the desire to be happier, the songwriter does not believe that they will ever fully understand that feeling. The chorus repeats the sentiment that the songwriter misses this person, even when they are productive and successful without them.
In the second verse, the songwriter introduces the theme of pressure and the fear of being seen as boring. They express their inability to ask for what they want, as it may result in losing the person again. The lyrics continue to describe a feeling of disorganization, with the songwriter struggling to regulate their emotions and control what they say. They repeat the desire to rest and take a break, but still feel the absence of the person in their life.
The final verse repeats the desire to have more time with this person, laughing and talking more often. They wish for a chance to try and connect with them, but the repetitive "just let me try" suggests that they may have tried and failed before.
Line by Line Meaning
I miss you for the three days youβ²re gone
I feel your absence strongly even when you're only gone for a short period of time
I'm happy when you listen to my songs
Your support and attentive listening brings me joy
You missed a lot of my self-hatred
When you're not around, I tend to dwell on my flaws and shortcomings
Good thing my lyrics are sadistic
My dark and twisted lyrics provide an outlet for my negative feelings
You wanna see me happier than I am
You have a desire for me to be happy, but it may not be feasible
But I donβ²t think we'll either understand
I think it's unlikely that we'll come to a mutual understanding on this issue
That no matter how long it's been
Even with the passage of time, I still miss you and the things that make you unique
I miss your eyes, your hair, your smile, your skin
I deeply long for your physical presence and the way it makes me feel
My jeans are ripped, my hairβ²s a mess
I'm not at my best right now, physically or emotionally
I wish we both had time to rest
We're both under a lot of stress and could use a break
I made it but you weren't there
I managed to get through a difficult time, but it was disheartening to do it alone
I shouldn't care, I shouldnβ²t care
I know I shouldn't put so much thought and emotion into this, but it's hard not to
Push the pressure point with your second joint
You challenge me and push my boundaries in a way that's both exciting and uncomfortable
I just don't wanna come off as boring
I don't want to be viewed as dull or uninteresting in your eyes
I could never ask what I want
It's difficult for me to express my desires and needs in our relationship
Iβ²d lose your hand again and then you're gone
I fear that if I spoke up or took a risk, you might leave me for good
I lost my mind again
I'm struggling with my thoughts and emotions, as I often do
I tend to fall behind again
I often feel like I'm falling behind in life or in our relationship
And I donβ²t remember how
I don't remember how to pull myself out of this negative state
To regulate what words come out
I have trouble controlling what I say or write when I'm feeling overwhelmed
I tend to sing myself down
I have a tendency to write and sing about my struggles and hardships
I tend to write and write about my misfortunes
My misfortunes and struggles are often the subject of my creative expression
But I'm uncertain, cause
I'm not sure if expressing these negative feelings is ultimately healthy or harmful for me
I wish you let me have a chance
I wish I had a chance to connect with you in a deeper way
To laugh some more to hold your hand
I long for the intimacy and warmth of spending time with you, laughing and holding hands
I wish we talked some more online
I regret not having more opportunities to connect with you, even if just through digital communication
Just let me try, just let me try
Please give me a chance to prove myself and show you how much you mean to me
Contributed by Mason L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@pikapika8926
I remember when I was way young and this was on MTV every day
@silviadiaz8331
LHola ol
@lindseyt7883
Jersey Shore dayz lol
@elijahjames18
Faaaacts
@Ninjablade88
You still young then.
@pikapika8926
@@Ninjablade88 at 18, ig so
@Lunar-nd4vy
THIS NEEDS TO BE EVERYWHERE AGAIN π©π©π©π©
@katylepetsos7512
Same with Party Rock Anthem.
@NubTasty10
Or YMCA
@Naruto-bn9mj
Ikr