She has released a collection of EPs ("Lice", "Patched Up", "Loveworm", "Space Cadet"), her debut full-length album "Fake It Flowers" in 2020, her sophomore album "Beatopia" in 2022, and her hit singles "Glue Song" and "the way things go" in 2023. Along with her EPs, albums, and singles, she's released songs featuring popular artists like Laufey, Clairo, Cavetown, PinkPantheress, and Luna Li. Her sound has evolved over the years, drawing influence from 90s alternative rock and space rock.
Susie May
beabadoobee Lyrics
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Thinking of all the things she likes
She can't afford to throw those things away
Susie May forgets she's not okay
And does she know
It's not fine that she cries at night?
And does she know
Susie May, you're not okay
Time to find your way
I'm alright, don't you see?
Always tangled in bedsheets
You can see it in my eyes, always
1 AM with swollen eyes
And does she know
It's not fine that she cries at night?
And does she know
It's not alright that she hates to fly?
Susie May, you're not okay
Time to find your way
And I'm alright, don't you see?
Always tangled in bedsheets
You can see it in my eyes, always
1 AM with swollen eyes
The lyrics to beabadoobee's song "Susie May" seem to be a reflection on the struggles of inner emotional turmoil. The first verse describes Susie May going out at night, distracting herself with things she likes. However, she cannot afford to throw these things away, perhaps alluding to her inability to let go of her struggles. The following line "Susie May forgets she's not okay" highlights her attempt to mask her pain and ignore her mental health issues.
The chorus questions whether or not Susie May is aware that her behavior is not okay. The line "It's not fine that she cries at night?" suggests that she is struggling with being vulnerable and showing her emotions. The repetition of this line in the chorus highlights the importance of acknowledging one's emotions and needing help. The next line "It's not alright that she hates to fly?" suggests that Susie May is also afraid of change and taking risks, further alluding to her struggles with self-acceptance.
The second verse switches to the perspective of the singer. They too struggle with their emotions and appear to be tangled in the bedsheets, possibly suggesting that they are unable to sleep. The line "1 AM with swollen eyes" further reinforces the idea that they are up late because of their emotional struggles. The chorus repeats once again to highlight the message of self-acceptance, encouraging both Susie May and the singer to find their way towards mental wellness.
Overall, the song seems to be a message of empathy and self-awareness, encouraging listeners to acknowledge and accept their mental health struggles.
Line by Line Meaning
Susie May goes out at night
Susie May leaves her home at night
Thinking of all the things she likes
She is lost in thoughts about things that she likes
She can't afford to throw those things away
She wants to hold on to those things she likes
Susie May forgets she's not okay
She doesn't realize that she's not okay
And does she know
The question is asked of Susie May
It's not fine that she cries at night?
Crying at night is not good
And does she know
Another question is asked of Susie May
It's not alright that she hates to fly?
Hating to fly is not good
Susie May, you're not okay
Susie May is not in good shape
Time to find your way
It's time for Susie May to figure out a path for herself
I'm alright, don't you see?
The singer is telling someone that they're okay
Always tangled in bedsheets
The artist is always wrapped in bedsheets
You can see it in my eyes, always
It is always visible in the singer's eyes
1 AM with swollen eyes
It is 1 AM and the singer's eyes are swollen
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Beatrice Ilejay Laus, Oscar Freddie Lang
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Lyrics ✌️
Susie May goes out at night
Thinking of all the things she likes
She can't afford to throw those things away
Susie May forgets she's not okay
And does she know
It's not fine that she cries at night?
And does she know
It's not alright that she hates to fly?
Susie May, you're not okay
Time to find your way
And I'm alright, don't you see?
Always tangled in bedsheets
You can see it in my eyes, always
1 AM with swollen eyes
And does she know
It's not fine that she cries at night?
And does she know
It's not alright that she hates to fly?
Susie May, you're not okay
Time to find your way
And I'm alright, don't you see?
Always tangled in bedsheets
You can see it in my eyes, always
1 AM with swollen eyes
@roxiesayspew
You know, it's been years since I listen to this song. I used to cry, and my tears were always dedicated to my future children. I've always wanted to have a happy family.
But it turned out, the world is growing each day worse, exponentially becoming a terrible place for a little one... I fear that I may not want children anymore...
I'm so sorry sweetheart :(
I wouldn't want you to live in such a terrible world
But...
Maybe, you were always meant to be adopted?
Who knows?
I just know, whoever you are, and/or will be
I love you since the first time I thought of you
I've always felt your presence
I miss you already ❤️
@lonlon147
a few days ago i dmed bea and told her that i am waiting for more songs i could cry to and she told me to wait a lil more i’d be worth it... 3 days later and she kept her promise.... im full on bawlin ???? well back to depression ig
@alexistafoya9646
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@philipschrute8487
kiminonawa omg she's so nice??? happy 4 u
@Casanova_gameing
❤❤ sameeee
@melancholia7010
It's been a year.. msg her again to make more like these.
@kgill99
Ratonhnhakéton Raj yeah really beautiful and touching song
@freckley
I even cry thinking this is beabadoobee's first video clip
@phug38
what fantastic cinematography
@abbypark5774
it’s so beautiful, you all really have outdone yourselves !! it fits the aesthetic of the song so perfectly and i cried watching it,, it’s hearttouching and so adorable and beautiful.
@rhysrosenburg3995
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