The song "Taylor Swift - this is me trying (Türkçe Çeviri)" is about the struggles and challenges that the protagonist has been going through. They express their difficulties in adapting to new situations and the feeling of being stuck in a cycle of regret. The lyrics reflect a sense of longing for understanding and validation from someone else.
In the first verse, the protagonist talks about going through tough times and how they used to have everything together, but now those things no longer bring them joy. They express uncertainty about whether anyone would care if they were to turn back and make changes. The protagonist also mentions the desire to escape from their worries by pulling their car over and enjoying the view. However, they admit to not knowing what they should really say or do in this situation, but emphasize their presence at the doorstep.
The chorus reiterates the protagonist's need for the person they are addressing to understand their struggles and efforts. They want this person to be aware of their determination to overcome the challenges they face.
In the second verse, the lyrics suggest that others have told the protagonist that their struggles are all in their mind, causing their self-esteem and potential to deteriorate. They mention feeling like a wreck, and even having words ready to hurt others when their mental state is unstable. The protagonist expresses regret over their past actions. They highlight that they used to be above the expectations placed upon them, but now they are surrounded by flaws and setbacks. Despite feeling left behind by their classmates and going through difficulties, they emphasize their resilience by stating that they will remain until the end. The protagonist shares their vulnerability with a stranger but admits that they have not revealed everything.
The post-chorus line "en azından deniyorum" translates to "at least I'm trying" and suggests that despite the challenges, the protagonist is making an effort.
The bridge brings up the feeling of being emotionally wounded and finding it challenging to be present at a party or any social setting. They express the desire to be with the person they address but feel that it is challenging nowadays. The person is described as a window to the past, reflecting memories in the protagonist's town.
The chorus repeats, emphasizing the protagonist's longing for understanding and validation. They express uncertainty about what they should or should not say. The outro concludes the song with the repetition of "en azından deniyorum," indicating that the protagonist is still trying their best to overcome their struggles.
Overall, the song highlights the protagonist's feelings of vulnerability, regret, and the desire for understanding as they navigate through life's challenges.