[Intro]
What a year it's been, man
Aye, Ross, sauce it up
It seems like things sometimes need to get so bad (Woah, keep it up, Gavin)
Before they can get good
If you feel that way
Look, you never alone
I’ve gone through that same shit
So fuck it keep going
Look

[Verse 1]
Can’t even look at myself
Too many times rejecting my health
This pain and hate that I felt
You look at me smiling, can’t even tell
This the truth that I'm gonna spell
Lately I’ve been living in hell
Fake friends wishing me well
Play me like the ring of a bell
Look
I look around and see some people happy
Fuck how you doing, don’t approach me and do not ask me
I wanna leave all my problems in a New York taxi
But these thoughts I can’t escape, everyday harass me
Look

[Bridge]
I don’t even know anymore man
I'm, I'm just gon' keep going
Fuck it

[Chorus]
Becoming clearer
Why I can’t look at myself in the mirror, no?
Oh, in the mirror, no
(Oh, I can not look at myself)
Becoming clearer
Why I can’t look at myself in the mirror, no?
Oh, in the mirror, no
(Oh, I can not look at myself)
Becoming clearer
Why I can’t look at myself in the mirror, no?
Oh, in the mirror no

[Verse 2]
Quit all the running
Quit all the hiding
Get out the pain that you sit and you lie in
Time are just trying
Lately I’m just sitting home crying
Fuck all the jewelry buying
If I said that make me happy, I’m lying
It just eat at me, and part of me dying
Will I just grow?
Will I learn all my lessons on the go?
Will I make money and help all my bros?
Will I get distant and reach a new low?
I do not know
I hope I don’t fold
Life is just cold
I’m just letting you know
Before you just go
And leave me there, all alone
(All alone)
With no communication on the phone
(On the phone)