Until the first snow falls
I'll have my chaos in order
December first
I’ll make sure
This will be over

Swallow the big one, the pain will be cured
As long as you're sober
Keep your feelings down the freaks
While the days are getting shorter and colder

I'm not feeling feeling feeling this ways you left when you left
(Swallow the big one, the pain will be cured)
I’m not feeling feeling feeling this ways you left when you left

All of the gaps in my bookshelves
I will keep 'em clean 'till your back
All of the spacе in my closet
I won't fill 'em 'till you are back
'Till you are back

I tried to read all this you read
From Jaws to Jane Austin
It didn't keep me from getting stuck
And shitloads of trouble
I slept on each and every floor
Found a love whats in no cure (?)
Nothing keeps me from sinking lower
So why aren’t we starting over
So why aren’t we starting over

All of the gaps in my bookshelves
I will keep 'em clean ’till your back
All of the space in my closet
I won't fill 'em 'till you are back
All of the gaps in my bookshelves
I will keep ’em clean 'till your back
All of the space in my closet
I won't fill until you are back

I loved losing control
I loved losing control
Until I lost it all
Until I lost it all
Until I lost it all
Until I lost it all