So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
Know me broken by my master
Teach thee on child love hereafter
Into the flood again
Same old trip it was back then
So I made a big mistake
Try to see it once my way
Drifting body it's sole desertion
Flying not yet quite the notion
Into the flood again
Same old trip it was back then
So I made a big mistake
Try to see it once my way
Into the flood again
Same old trip it was back then
So I made a big mistake
Try to see it once my way
Am I wrong
Have I run too far to get home
Have I gone
Left you here alone
Am I wrong
Have I run too far to get home yeah
Have I gone
Left you here alone
If I would, could you
Teach thee on child love hereafter
Into the flood again
Same old trip it was back then
So I made a big mistake
Try to see it once my way
Drifting body it's sole desertion
Flying not yet quite the notion
Into the flood again
Same old trip it was back then
So I made a big mistake
Try to see it once my way
Into the flood again
Same old trip it was back then
So I made a big mistake
Try to see it once my way
Am I wrong
Have I run too far to get home
Have I gone
Left you here alone
Am I wrong
Have I run too far to get home yeah
Have I gone
Left you here alone
If I would, could you
Lyrics submitted by Ice, edited by staycool72
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definitely exactly what i was thinking.
@thecallofktulu1993 Me too! Love this song because the singer is definitely seeking redemption.
@thecallofktulu1993 For me the last verse reference to an overdose gone to far to get home have I gone and leave you here alone\r\nAnd if he did could you...? (forgive him) in an incomplete frase\r\nbecause the person dyes
@thecallofktulu1993 Good observations, as well as the replies. The song was well-known to be written about Andy Wood (one of the few AIC songs with a truly well-documented source). Sadly, hearing Layne sing it on Unplugged, it could have been written about himself.
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wow, u think to much about it.
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lol. I'm pretty sure the song is about family trust issues. Which does increase the probablity of substance abuse for the child has guidance troubles when broken by thier master.
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@prehistoricfelix my favorite too!! I love I stay away and no excuses but would is my favorite.
@prehistoricfelix me too!! i also love man in the box & no excuses but this is my number 1.
@prehistoricfelix me too!! i also love man in the box & no excuses but this is my number 1.
@prehistoricfelix me too!! i also love man in the box & no excuses but this is my number 1.
@prehistoricfelix Or "if I would use heroin one more time, end up dying & thus leaving you here alone after promising you all I'd get clean...could you?"<br /> Not as romantic maybe, but makes a lot more sense to me. I feel they were warning those who might have judged Andy Wood for relapsing again after rehab & asking people to get honest with themselves--if he would do it...could you? And unfortunately, as someone in recovery, my answer is OF COURSE I could (and probably would have).
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@thegasman Reading this 13 years later, & hoping you and/or both of you ultimately got clean & neither lost their lives. I'm in recovery myself, 14 years, & know how hard it is. Wishing you all the best & hoping you're both okay. There's actually nothing better than having a boyfriend in recovery when you're in recovery yourself.
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@Led Hendrix Is that a reference to "Reach Down" from Temple of the Dog?
It's about making the same old mistakes again, and not being able to please the people around you. And you just want them to try and see it once your way.
This song is very haunting I get a very dark feeling from it. I love it though i listen to this whenever I work out keeps me motivated especially towards the end when he asks those questions cuz anyone could relate to those questions.
This song sounds like it is about a person who accidently done someone wrong and that person will not let them forget about and keeps giving the person a guilt trip about or trying to ruin their reputation and the person is going through a rough time in his life and is trying to make it up or fix his mistakes but cant seem to get a break and have something good happen in his or life.
I personally found this song to be about falling back into a bad habit, be it drugs as some claim it to be or a undesirable lifestyle. Becoming free of something that is holding you back, but when it seems that everything is finally going right for you again, that habit comes back and becomes a reality that one does not wish to resume but is for some reason pulled back to it.