This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I'm not afraid of the black man running
He's got it right, he's got a better life coming
I don't care what the captain said
I fold it right at the top of my head
I lost my sight and the state packs in
I follow my heart and it leads me right to Jackson
Oh, Keller, oh, oh, oh
She gave us a medal, she gave us a map
Oh, Canner Row, oh, oh, oh
If seeing is right, then look where you're at
I'm not afraid of Nichol's Park
I ride the train and I ride it after dark
I'm not afraid to get it right
I turn around and I give it one more try
I said things that I meant to say
The bandstand chairs and the Dewey Day parade
I go out to the golden age
The spirit is right and the spirit doesn't change
Oh, Keller, oh, oh, oh
She gave us mirror, she gave us a map
Oh, Canner Row, oh, oh, oh
If seeing is right then look where you're at
Andrew Jackson, all I'm asking
Show us the wheel and give us the wine
Woohoo, woohoo
Raise the banner, jackson hammer
Everyone goes to the capitol line
Woohoo, woohoo
Colored preacher, nice to meet you
The spirit is here and the spirit is fine
Woohoo, woohoo
Education, ask the nation
You gave us our sight and the hearing is fine
Woohoo, woohoo
Andrew Jackson, all I'm asking
Give us the wheel and give us the wine
He's got it right, he's got a better life coming
I don't care what the captain said
I fold it right at the top of my head
I lost my sight and the state packs in
I follow my heart and it leads me right to Jackson
Oh, Keller, oh, oh, oh
She gave us a medal, she gave us a map
Oh, Canner Row, oh, oh, oh
If seeing is right, then look where you're at
I'm not afraid of Nichol's Park
I ride the train and I ride it after dark
I'm not afraid to get it right
I turn around and I give it one more try
I said things that I meant to say
The bandstand chairs and the Dewey Day parade
I go out to the golden age
The spirit is right and the spirit doesn't change
Oh, Keller, oh, oh, oh
She gave us mirror, she gave us a map
Oh, Canner Row, oh, oh, oh
If seeing is right then look where you're at
Andrew Jackson, all I'm asking
Show us the wheel and give us the wine
Woohoo, woohoo
Raise the banner, jackson hammer
Everyone goes to the capitol line
Woohoo, woohoo
Colored preacher, nice to meet you
The spirit is here and the spirit is fine
Woohoo, woohoo
Education, ask the nation
You gave us our sight and the hearing is fine
Woohoo, woohoo
Andrew Jackson, all I'm asking
Give us the wheel and give us the wine
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So I heard this and after the first line with the black man running, I was thinking it had to be about Barack Obama the black senator from Illinois who will probably (hopefully) be running for president one day. Then I heard the rest of the song and that didn't make any sense. Just thought I'd throw that out there.
well shit, there you go.
Ok, I'm going to try to make this as comprehensive as possible, so it'll be a little repetitive.
In this song specifically, I think the lyrics are meant to be a little ambiguous for the purpose of wordplay.
This first four lines obviously reference the Underground Railroad, supported by some staunch abolitionists in the town i.e. the brother of Harriet Beecher Stowe, who would also serve as the first president of the Illinois College. At the same time, though, the third and fourth lines seem to reference another story - that of Andrew Jackson Smith, a runaway slave and medal of honor recipient from the American Civil War. He carried his regiments colors through heavy fire after their color-man was killed (i.e. despite what the captain said).
Another interesting wordplay in heart in the sixth line. Jacksonville is revered for its rich history for progress, the site of the state's first medical school, and geographically in the center of the state.
The Keller reference most likely references Helen Keller, connecting her to the deaf and blind school in Jacksonville. She was awarded the presidential medal of freedom, and asserted in her acceptance speech that the blind and deaf are not freaks but like any other (maybe a roadmap).
I simply have no idea on the Canner Row line. Steinbeck documents the lives of those on Cannery Row in Monterrey in both "Cannery Row" and "Sweet Thursday." The canneries all failed with the collapse of the area's fishing industry in the 50's. Perhaps there is a parallel to the depletion of agricultural resources.
I think "giving it one more try," could possibly refer to the large corrections facility in Jacksonville, despite a small population.
I'm not sure about the Dewey line, but the phrase Golden Age has roots in Greek mythology as an ideal state of utopia.
The second line about Keller is different, saying mirror instead of medal. In her life, Helen Keller wrote two autobiographies, the first called "The World in Which I Live," and second called "Light in my Darkness," a stretch, but possibly a mirror and a map.
The wheel probably does refer to the cheese, but I think it is once again a pun. Jacksonville is also home to the Eli Bridge Company, a maker of ferris wheels.
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Capital line could relate to Jacksonville's shortly lived shot at the state's capital, or its place as residence to what was formerly capitol records.
The story about the colored preacher is funny: The slave of Thomas Clark was lost in the prairie grass on the way to Diamond grove, until he saw the surveyors laying out what would soon be Jacksonville. He said he was lost and asked how to get to Diamond Grove. They directed him and asked his name. He replied "A. W. Jackson." They replied that they were laying out a town and because he was the first of his race in the area, they would name the town after him. The similarity in names of the boy and the soon to be president probably was the reason for the surveyor's private little joke. Regardless, he was the first black alderman of the town.
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These are my best guesses.
I am absolutely disgusted by some of these posts by users who are under the assumption that Sufjan Stevens is not a poet. I just almost couldn't believe it when I saw them. I wondered "How exactly could you come to this conclusion?" Whatever the premise is, I am simple flabbergasted. <br /> <br /> Sufjan is a poet. Rhyme scheme, consistent use of metaphors and symbolism, and adherence to meter aren't necessary in poetry. You would be surprised at how open-ended poetry really is if you were to delve into it further. What is even more ironic is that I can easily pull an example from many songs of his use pertaining to the mechanics of poetry. Take this example from "The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades Is Out to Get Us!":<br /> <br /> Oh, admiration<br /> in falling asleep.<br /> All of my powers,<br /> day after day<br /> I can tell you,<br /> we swaggered and swayed.<br /> Deep in the tower,<br /> the prairies below,<br /> I can tell you,<br /> the telling gets old.<br /> Terrible sting<br /> and terrible storm,<br /> I can tell you<br /> the day we were born.<br /> My friend is gone.<br /> He ran away.<br /> I can tell you,<br /> I love him each day.<br /> Though we have sparred,<br /> wrestled and raged<br /> I can tell you,<br /> I love him each day.<br /> <br /> Although the rhyme scheme isn't mapped out, it is obviously there. I plotted the scheme out as such: ABCDEF-CG-EF-HI-EI-JD-EFFFE-D. And there is an attempt of restraint and construction on a syntactic level. I think that this next mechanism is far more telling. Notice his use of syllables in a cohesive format: 5-5-5-4-4/5-5-5-4/5-4/5-4/5-4/5-4/4-4/5-4/4-4-5. Until the last three breaks, it is uni-linear. The last three breaks still show design though, and design in coherence with the preceding. I took my own liberty of separating the lines. The separation indicates his pauses in the song. If you were to double up the lines, you would get results on syntactic and synchronic level that would still indicate construction. I think a formally trained structuralist literary critic could easily show the poetic detail vastly more than I have skimmed this surface. Even though there is obviously construction, lets step into the hypothetical. Even if there the construction was missing, blank verse could always apply. <br /> <br /> I think I did this song injustice after taking a second look. Take the rhyme scheme of the first verse:<br /> <br /> I'm not afraid of the black man running.<br /> He's got it right. He's got a better life coming.<br /> I don't care what the captain said.<br /> I fold it right at the top of my head.<br /> I lost my sight and the state packs in.<br /> I follow my heart and it leads me right to Jackson.<br /> <br /> This is a too blatant example of his obvious use of rhyme scheme. It is a simple AA-BB-CC rhyme scheme. It is in simple tradition of rhyming couplets.<br /> <br /> This album is chock full of lines that have some transcendent aspect. It is too oft for the poet to use notions and allusions that are past human limitation.<br /> <br /> Sufjan does have a lot of blank verse poetry, but I think I've elaborated enough on how he is a poet (a brilliant one with a tender and marvelous voice at that). Further discredit towards Sufjan Stevens as a writer, poet, and artist would really just be unjust and, simply, sad.<br /> <br /> As for the album itself, it is poetic genius. I think that should be obvious through music critics' praise in reviews and ranking though. That isn't to say that something is good or of worth simply because everyone likes it, but this is precisely what these critics deal with, exacting the aesthetic value within an album. This is a long response. I know. I felt that is was of absolute necessity to run to Sufjan's defense though.
I'm sorry. This was not directed towards you. I didn't mean to post it as a reply to your post. This was intended to just be a comment.
@manly519 excellent research. One thing I want to point out may relate to Helen Keller and the cannery line (or capital line, if capital means profit). Helen Keller was a renowned socialist in her later life and laid out what could be seen as a “map” for a more socialist society including unionized work forces and workers rights. Also it’s worth noting that Keller’s father, Arthur Keller, was a confederate captain in the civil war. With the tone of the song seeming to welcome progress, it’s almost comparing Keller’s ideas and open mindedness to the anti slavery stance the city was founded on.
Great tune, we need more Sufjan.
I am absolutely disgusted by some of these posts by users who are under the assumption that Sufjan Stevens is not a poet. I just almost couldn't believe it when I saw them. I wondered "How exactly could you come to this conclusion?" Whatever the premise is, I am simple flabbergasted.
Sufjan is a poet. Rhyme scheme, consistent use of metaphors and symbolism, and adherence to meter aren't necessary in poetry. You would be surprised at how open-ended poetry really is if you were to delve into it further. What is even more ironic is that I can easily pull an example from many songs of his use pertaining to the mechanics of poetry. Take this example from "The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades Is Out to Get Us!":
Oh, admiration in falling asleep. All of my powers, day after day I can tell you, we swaggered and swayed. Deep in the tower, the prairies below, I can tell you, the telling gets old. Terrible sting and terrible storm, I can tell you the day we were born. My friend is gone. He ran away. I can tell you, I love him each day. Though we have sparred, wrestled and raged I can tell you, I love him each day.
Although the rhyme scheme isn't mapped out, it is obviously there. I plotted the scheme out as such: ABCDEF-CG-EF-HI-EI-JD-EFFFE-D. And there is an attempt of restraint and construction on a syntactic level. I think that this next mechanism is far more telling. Notice his use of syllables in a cohesive format: 5-5-5-4-4/5-5-5-4/5-4/5-4/5-4/5-4/4-4/5-4/4-4-5. Until the last three breaks, it is uni-linear. The last three breaks still show design though, and design in coherence with the preceding. I took my own liberty of separating the lines. The separation indicates his pauses in the song. If you were to double up the lines, you would get results on syntactic and synchronic level that would still indicate construction. I think a formally trained structuralist literary critic could easily show the poetic detail vastly more than I have skimmed this surface. Even though there is obviously construction, lets step into the hypothetical. Even if there the construction was missing, blank verse could always apply.
I think I did this song injustice after taking a second look. Take the rhyme scheme of the first verse:
I'm not afraid of the black man running. He's got it right. He's got a better life coming. I don't care what the captain said. I fold it right at the top of my head. I lost my sight and the state packs in. I follow my heart and it leads me right to Jackson.
This is a too blatant example of his obvious use of rhyme scheme. It is a simple AA-BB-CC rhyme scheme. It is in simple tradition of rhyming couplets.
This album is chock full of lines that have some transcendent aspect. It is too oft for the poet to use notions and allusions that are past human limitation.
Sufjan does have a lot of blank verse poetry, but I think I've elaborated enough on how he is a poet (a brilliant one with a tender and marvelous voice at that). Further discredit towards Sufjan Stevens as a writer, poet, and artist would really just be unjust and, simply, sad.
As for the album itself, it is poetic genius. I think that should be obvious through music critics' praise in reviews and ranking though. That isn't to say that something is good or of worth simply because everyone likes it, but this is precisely what these critics deal with, exacting the aesthetic value within an album. This is a long response. I know. I felt that is was of absolute necessity to run to Sufjan's defense though.
I was blown away by this comment! I don't really know much of anything about poetry, but once again Sufjan's genius is revealed in another way. Thanks for breaking this down so we can visually see it. My respect for him just grows and grows.
sweet lord.. someone's taken a creative writing workshop.
Awesome.
i grew up in jacksonville illinois! the second i heard nicols park i was like :O went there a lot as a kid, thats where the public swimming pool along with other park things are. and the wheel is probably refering to the ferris wheel at community park which is right on morton, the main street, and it does work. we went on this "walking tour" feild trip in middle school that took us through all of the historical houses and everything that they said were part of the underground railroad. lots of history in jacksonville but a pretty boring place to live
Can't believe no one commented on this song yet, one of the best of his phenomenal new album. Just the whole composition is beautiful, it all goes together so nice..
I love when he opens with those lines.."I'm not afraid of the black man running, He's got it right he's got a better life coming"....
Fuck I love it.
FYI: Jacksonville was a major stopping point on the underground railroad (mentioned in the first lines)
It also contains the Illinois School for the Deaf and the Illinois School for the Visually Impaired which is hinted at throught the song
the last verse is about the question of where Jacksonville gets it's name: A.W. Jackson (a black preacher) or Andrew Jackson? In truth it was named after Andrew Jackson
I live in Quincy, IL, only about an hour from Jacksonville and have been there several times. I'm fairly sure I know where Nichol's park is, it's long and rectangular and not far of the interstate. It has a ferris wheel, which I believe does not work. I believe the "ride the train and ride it after dark" could reference the undergroudn railroad. As for Nichol's park, I don't know much more about it.
Other than that, I love this song and this album. I am angry that Sufjan wrote a song about jacksonville and not about quincy, we are more than twice jacksonville's size and infinately more interesting and important. Alas
Hi there! I'm from Jacksonville. Nichols Park is actually out south of town. The one you are referring to is called Community Park. The ferris wheel does work! In nice weather, it runs on weekend evenings. Just thought I'd share that. My husband and I love Quincy, too. Visit there quite often! It would have inspired a good song, too.