Breaking Down Lyrics
It was always there, you see
And even on my own
It was always standing next to me
Creeping in the streetlight
Holding my hand in the pale gloom
Can you see it coming now?
Oh, I think I'm breaking down
Even when I was a child
I've always known
There was something to be frightened of
Creeping in the streetlight
Holding my hand in the pale gloom
Can you see it coming now?
Oh, I think I'm breaking down
On the edge of sleep
My old familiar friend
Comes and lies down next to me
Smiling in the streetlight
Even with my eyes shut tight
I still see you coming now
Oh, I think I'm breaking down again
Oh, I think I'm breaking down again
Oh, I think I'm breaking down
I agree it's about depression - how once you've been there it's always there in the background ("creeping in the streetlight") and you never know when it's going to come back again.
Flo says about the song: "That was one of those songs that I just started humming and then the words came out. Often, I won’t know what I’m going to sing about until I actually step up to record, and you just have to follow this freeflowing train of thought -- these images of fear that you have as a child, something in the room, something for a child to fear, and then as an adult, that being there too as a creeping depression. It’s something quite sinister, but also something quite familiar. And I guess I just wanted to try and take that and turn it on its head, and make it something beautiful and uplifting as maybe a way to tackle it. It’s one of those sad songs with happy tunes."
I think this could either be depression or an anxiety disorder. Anxiety can overshadow your entire life, "creeping in the streetlight". Anxiety sometimes feels like my old familiar friend, especially when you are on the edge of sleep.
I think this could either be depression or an anxiety disorder. Anxiety can overshadow your entire life, "creeping in the streetlight". Anxiety sometimes feels like my old familiar friend, especially when you are on the edge of sleep.
I love this song. It has a generally upbeat feel to it, which contrasts with the theme of either loneliness or depression. I like the upbeat feel because it's like it's saying-- it doesn't matter the circumstance, it doesn't matter if I'm having fun, or if I feel OK, inevitably the loneliness and depression will creep back in.
The line, "My old familiar friend comes down and lies next to me", referring to her depression getting worse even when she tries to cure it (even with my eyes shut tight), is such a heartbreaking part of the song because she doesn't want to be depressed, but it's still there; it's always been there. For those who have been depressed, you can relate to the song when you feel the insidious depressed feelings arise out of you and feel there is nothing you can do.
It comes across as depression or loneliness and the vocals contrast with the music beautifully, the parts when she sings "I can see it coming from the edge of the room..... can you see it coming now" it's like a half-hearted fanfare in the vocals as if she sees hope but realises there is no point and "breaks down again". The fact that the lyrics change at the end seems pretty significant "Smiling in the streetlight .... I can see it coming now" suggests that she has tried to rid of this loneliness/depression and has failed and she realises she is doomed to it again "My old familiar friend" may say that she's had this feeling before and knows it well, also the music calms down here and becomes more placid this could suggest that she has lost hope. the last two lines are sung higher and louder like a shout showing complete frustration and anger possibly at herself for letting herself break down or it could be the beginning of the breakdown it's self....
Wow I just kind of kept going didn't I. sorry it's such a long comment :D
I feel the song deals with addiction and relapse. Hear me out. this is my first post btw.... Addiction is lonely and relapse is very depressing but oh so comforting. it's like an old familiar friend coming lying next to you. even when youre completely alone. Even as a child she may have dealt with addiction but more like the monster it truly is (from an addicted parent). She'd always known there was something to be frightened of. And now as an adult who is "breaking down", even with her eyes shut tight she feels that old familiar "friend" ("sting" in the words of Trent Reznor and J. Cash), coming and lying down next to her. True it may not be her addiction, heroin addiction or addiction at all, and this is all speculation but, I thought it was a more insightful explanation than "being lonely".
I think this song is about death and how it always lies in wait, as a child you fear it but as you become old you accept it. The lyrics, "I think I'm breaking down again," imply she is struggling to accept the concept that death cannot be avoided, and so she runs blindly from it. But, as she grows older she sees it is always in wait until eventually she is very old and welcomes it's embrace. In the final verse the lyrics, "My old familiar friend comes and lies down next to me," shows she's finally stopped running, and realizes there was nothing to fear all along. Perhaps the final chorus is her regretting that she wasted her time running and fearing the unknown, when she could have had a better life... But that's just the story I think the song is telling, probably not the real meaning but ah well.
She's most likely speaking of loneliness.
"All alone On the edge of sleep My old familiar friend Comes and lies down next to me... Oh, I think I'm breaking down again"
It's happened before, she's always known it will always be there and creep up on her
This song makes me think of psychosis. Like schizophrenia or something. I think the speaker is aware of her delusions, but that doesn't make them any less real for her.
Or she's seeing something supernatural. But that's just a pet theory, not the real one I'm going with.
The song is most definitely about loneliness.
The song is most definitely about loneliness.
All alone Even when I was a child I've always known There was something to be frightened of
All alone Even when I was a child I've always known There was something to be frightened of
I really identify with this. "I think i'm breaking down again." its almost like a song by Everclear called "Here comes the darkness again." Its about loneliness and the feeling of despite how good or bad things may be, the loneliness will always come for you. A beautiful song, touches my heart.
I really identify with this. "I think i'm breaking down again." its almost like a song by Everclear called "Here comes the darkness again." Its about loneliness and the feeling of despite how good or bad things may be, the loneliness will always come for you. A beautiful song, touches my heart.
I actually had another good theory that went this way. We know What the Water Gave Me is about Virginia Woolf saying "oh my love dont forget me when i let the water take me (pockets full of stones)." This song could be her speaking from Virginia's point of view as well, and what she was thinking as she was breaking down for the last time before she ended her life. The following is the suicide note left for her husband who was in WWII and she was "all alone" and "breaking down" after their home in London was bombed...
I actually had another good theory that went this way. We know What the Water Gave Me is about Virginia Woolf saying "oh my love dont forget me when i let the water take me (pockets full of stones)." This song could be her speaking from Virginia's point of view as well, and what she was thinking as she was breaking down for the last time before she ended her life. The following is the suicide note left for her husband who was in WWII and she was "all alone" and "breaking down" after their home in London was bombed and she was staying in Sussex near the river Ouse... "Dearest, I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier 'til this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. V.
just got her CD today...its really good and im listening to all the songs and wow i must say all the songs are my favorite im so glad i finally found a singer whoae songs, in my opinion all have something good to offer. :)way to go florence & the machine!
Okay, if you've seen "Spirited Away" by Miyazaki, you know the "spirits" with black bodies and glowing eyes? That's what this song makes me picture. I picture Florence as a child with a spooky looking imaginary friend walking towards her from the corner of her dark room or from the streetlamp that she can see from out her window. She's lonely and sad. She has a breakdown, and her imaginary friend visits her. Even though he scares her a little, she's comforted by him. By the age of adulthood, the dark figure can't be shut out and now she has to deal with it forever. I think that it's a metaphor for accepting her loneliness. Because, it comforts and scares her at the same time, and she sadly knows that it's true.
exactly!! :)
exactly!! :)